#firstheadcanon-

☾ Bam ☽

- Listen, we all know how Bam is. He would never hurt his friends, much less his s/o, on purpose

- So when Bam accidentally knocked you unconscious out on a mission, he was a mess

- Bam rushed to your side, blowing holes through anyone who stood in his way and pulled you into his arms, immediately checking for your pulse and thanking the gods when he found it

- If Bam wasn't needed, then you better bet he rushed you to the ship where you were tended to

- The injuries weren't bad - in fact, you had took the hit quite well, considering it was a blast of shinsu

- But despite the injuries being minor, Bam refused to step into the room you were in, fearful that he may hurt you again

- That was his worst fear come to life - hurting you. The poor boy believed he was a monster already, how do you think he felt now? He felt like a beast, undeserving of you

- When you woke up, Bam was the first person you asked for. You knew that Bam would be blaming himself, so you immediately sought him out

- Bam was ecstatic to see you awake, however kept his distance. When you tried to approach him, Bam would shake his head and tell you to keep your distance, that it was safer for you

- Yeah, that wasn't happening. When Bam was willing to let you approach, you didn't waste a second and wrapped your arms around him

- Bam was tense at first, handling you as if you were porcelain that would break at the smallest of touches. Until, he finally broke

- Bam cried his heart out in your arms while you shushed him, running your hand through his hair while he asked if you were okay

- It took many assuring words, kisses and hugs before Bam finally accepted that it wasn't his fault. But he wasn't done yet, a large order of cuddles were very much needed

- Let's just say, that was the last time Bam got reckless with you on the battlefield

♛ Khun Aguero Agnis ♛

- Khun is careful when out on the battlefield. He's not stupid, he'd rather not get himself killed

- However, when in training, he has the tendency to get a bit reckless

- You've had to put a few bandages on before because of his recklessness, but he's never went overboard

- Unless he was frustrated

- Your boyfriend had a rather bad day today, so what better way to blow off some steam then to train?

- Well, it wasn't a good idea this time. Khun was quite aggressive with his attacks - so much so that you could hardly keep up with the lightbearer

- When you didn't get back up after a hit, Khun thought you were bluffing for a moment, telling you that he wasn't falling for it

- When he turned you over and saw that you were not only unconscious, but had blood rolling down your forehead, he felt panic course through his veins and he had never moved so fast in his life when he rushed you to the infirmary of the ship

- Khun patched you up in no time at all, however this did not clear him of any guilt

- He had taken his anger out on you, of course he felt ashamed! So you woke up to Khun trying to do everything in his power to make it up to you

- It started with a hug and a gentle kiss to the bandage covered wound as he apologized profusely, swearing that he would do any and everything to make it up to you. You could even hear the waver in his voice as he spoke, almost as if he were about to cry

- So, being the little shit you are, you played around with him in an attempt to make him feel better, "I don't know Aguero, you may have to buy me an awful lot of things to make it up to me."

- He knew you weren't mad right then and there

- You then receive a light smack on the back of the head and a sweet kiss on the lips from your boyfriend

- From then on, he never took his anger out on you while in training

⚔ Hatz ⚔

- Hatz is a skilled sword fighter. Diligent and graceful, yet careful when others are around. So you never expected the day to come that Hatz run you through with his sword

- Of course, it was accidental. White had provoked Hatz into a training session that quickly turned into a sword fight thanks to White

- You knew that your boyfriend was strong, but you had no trust for White. You feared that the male would hurt your boyfriend, so without a second thought, you rushed towards the two

- You remembered that it wasn't the wisest idea to stand between two angry swordsman the second you felt a sharp pain in your shoulder - and to your surprise, it was your boyfriend who had stabbed you

- All the anger left Hatz in that instance and it was replaced by panic when he saw his blade sticking out of the other side of your shoulder

- White mocked Hatz, calling him an arrogant swordsman who couldn't control his anger, to which Hatz did not deny

- After being patched up, Hatz tried to apologize, but you were a little angry with Hatz for even letting White provoke him to begin with

- Shame on you, Y/n. Hatz really thought you were going to leave him

- When you saw the utter heartbreak in his eyes, any anger evaporated and you pulled him down onto the bed you two shared when he tried to walk away and locked him in your arms

- "You're not mad?" "No. But White is gonna get a piece of my mind tomorrow. I'm going to turn him into a human pretzel -"

- You gave White an earful the next day - YOU EVEN TRIED TO THROW HANDS WITH HIM

- Hatz and White don't have sword fights around you anymore

➹ Wangnan Ja ➹

- Wangnan uses shinsu balls to fight, so it's a little hard to control where the blast happens

- And you just so happened to have been caught in one of those blasts once

- You find it comical the way it happened, however Wangnan does not. In fact, he still beats himself up for it

- You had been caught in one of the blasts of his shinsu balls once. You were in battle, fighting off opponents with a bit of struggle

- When you heard someone yell duck. Well, thinking that thay were talking about a literal duck, you turned around to ask your boyfriend what the hell these people were talking about when you saw one of his shinsu balls roll in front of you, bumping your foot

- You cursed and the damn thing suddenly went off before you could move out of the way

- Wangnan was by your side in seconds, panicking when he saw all the blood that covered your body. You were alive, but quite injured

- Wangnan didn't mean for the bomb to land so close to you, but it had ended up traveling further then he meant for it when he had tossed it

- Wangnan rushed you straight to Khun, abandoning the fight all together. He was only worried about you in this given moment

- It took days for you to recover and Wangnan felt so horrible the entire time, that familiar feeling of being a walking curse hanging over his head. He cried, he barely slept and he looked terrible when you finally woke up

- You bet that Wangnan was latching onto you, crying and apologizing for what had happened to you, saying that it was his fault. It broke your heart to see your boyfriend in such a state

- You weren't mad, not at all. So you held him close while he cried into your shoulder, eventually making him settle down next to you in the bed where you comforted him with cuddles and reassuring words

- If you so much as complain about a small ache, Wangnan apologized for it in belief that it was his fault

- It took a while, but you finally convinced him that any minor aches or pains were none of his doing, however it would take a lot to convince him he wasn't a curse

- Wangnan still blames himself for that incident, but you always manage to make him laugh when you joke about the memory, making his heart a little less heavy