#firstdaysober

I tried everything yesterday. I slept in. I went to the spa. For hours. I ate buttery Italian food. I had one last delicious jigger of Jameson and a beautiful glass of wine with dinner, but nothing hangover worthy, just celebration worthy. I even had my hippie-dippie best friend practice her new age, energy-modifying Access bar-running voodoo on me. All to try to ensure the first day of this venture would find me in a positive head-space. All to no avail because matters of the heart will broadside you every time. 

So... what am I supposed to do with all of these feelings now? Just feel them? In full effect?