#firsdayofschool

Back on campus and hittin’ the books 📚☕️🤓 #senioryear #sfasu #librarytime #firsdayofschool #fall2018 (at Ralph W. Steen Library) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm_fJwdnMek/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wbdfu1ny3bxn

And here I am again, surrounded by fear and doubt. It is not that I doubt God is real and alive, it is the doubt I have for myself. I think, it is really that way: when we doubt ourselves, we learn to trust God. Oh, by the way, there are two kinds of doubt. The doubt that keeps you from God, and the one does not. So, this doubt I am feeling is teaching me to trust the Lord and His might. His ability to turn things around. That I learn to not to rely on my own abilities and strength, but to let Him move. I can say that He is all that I have. I am poor without Him. Hopeless, broken, lost... The worst things in life is in me without Him. This, again, is the time to just let go of the fears and doubts and unbelief. I don't need those things. I need Jesus. Desperately.