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“Marry me.”
“What?”
“Buck,” Eddie says, catching him by the arm and ducking to meet his eye, “marry me.”
“That’s what I fucking thought you said,” replies Buck.
“Buck,” Eddie says again, “I’m serious.”
“I know you’re serious,” says Buck.
“Well, you haven’t answered the question,” says Eddie.
“You haven’t actually asked me a question,” Buck points out. “Or told me what you’re thinking. About anything.”
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pov your boyfriend dies and the reason you decide to fuck up your bullies is because you start thinking about him and start wearing the necklace you got at his funeral.
a/n : ok ok so im very rusty when it comes to writing fics PLEASE give me some grace 🥹 constructive criticism is appreciated, i do wanna improve !! Also, Wanderer goes by Kunikuzushi in this fic ^_^ v v short fic gulp
It was a particularly peaceful night on Watatsumi island, the air cool and crisp. The moon beamed down from shore to shore, giving the place a tranquil atmosphere. Now there, in the general's quarters, was Gorou himself, and Kunikuzushi, or Wanderer. The two men had grown close together over time, especially with the Wanderer's more frequent visits to Inazuma to see his favorite little shiba.
Inside the abode, Wanderer, or as Gorou liked to call him—Kuni—was sat up, back against the wall and sitting on a futon as the doggy general was splayed out across his lap, happily basking in the affection he was being given. His tail thumped softly against his blanket with each gentle rub to his plush ears, eyes closed blissfully.
"Gorou, are you falling asleep on me now?" Wanderer murmured, feigning irritation as Gorou opened one eye to look at the vessel, almost cheekily, before replying. Despite the slight hint of shyness in his tone, he still managed to make an at least somewhat witty reply. "W-with the way you're rubbing my ears.. I may as well be."
Wanderer clicked his tongue, trying to hide the faint smile that graced his lips. "Oho, really? Don't you close your eyes, pup." He chided playfully, his free hand moving from the futon to gently prod Gorou's ribs, to which the general squeaked and glared halfheartedly, ears twitching.
"Gorou~" The puppet cooed, moving his hands down from Gorou's ears to his ribs, beginning to gingerly poke and scribble at the exposed skin. The general yelped at the sudden tickling, then melted into soft, hiccupy laughter. His tail began wagging, the appendage exposing his love of the treatment every time.
"BwahAha! K-Kuhuhuni—ehe! " Giggled the general, his cheeks flushing an adorable shade of pink. "Oh noo~ Gorou, are you ticklish?" Wanderer cooed, gently poking between each rib one moment, then scribbling his nails towards Gorou's armpits the next, to which the shiba snorted.
Once Wanderer had decided Gorou's ribs had enough attention, he shot his fingers towards his tummy without warning. Gorou immediately squealed, his tail whipping madly against the sheets in delight as he felt those soft fingers scratching and wiggling all over his belly. "NAhahAH! Ghk—bwehehEe! Eheep, haha, Kuhuniiii!"
Gorou whined between his laughs and squeaks, squirming beneath the 'assault' on his poor, ticklish tummy. The shiba kicked when Wanderer traced up his side, and snorted and bucked at the softest caress to his navel. His tail wagged wildly, his happiness evident in the pitch that sweet laughter Kunikuzushi loved to hear so much.
"Awee, is my little pup hap–" "YEHEHEHES!"
Gorou interrupted, his head tossed back as mirthful tears pricked the corners of his teal eyes. Wanderer looked pleasantly surprised at the eager confession, but gradually slowed his tickling to gentle rubbing, allowing Gorou to catch his breath.
As soon as the general's breathing wasn't so heavy, Wanderer leaned down to pepper kisses all over Gorou's face and cheeks, prompting more wagging from that fluffy tail. The two men eventually locked eyes, then leaned forward to press their lips together, holding the position for a good 10 seconds before pulling away, expressions fond and flustered.
"I l-love you." Gorou whispered after a few moments of silence, shifting his gaze as his features gained a bashful look. "I love you too, Gorou." Kunikuzushi murmured in reply. Lying back against the tatami mat on the floor, Wanderer gently stroked Gorou's soft, brown locks. He watched fondly as the general's eyes eventually fluttered shut, to which he leaned down to peck him on the forehead before shutting his own eyes, allowing sleep to take over.
Just then, Wanderer didn't feel so burdened. Especially not around his favorite person, and the man he loved to call his.
edd not knowing why tord is leaving besides vague promises about pursuing his dreams and going to the big city . it hurts it fucking hurts and tord promises hell come back . a year apart , at the most . theyll call every night and edd can visit as much as he wants . and maybe they keep contact for a while after until the nightly calls fade into every other night , then once a week , then once a month . and then tord just stops responding and stops calling and edd keeps waiting for a call , a message , anything to tell him that maybe tord still cares but nothing comes .
edd goes to bed that night in tears and bitter and he cant sleep and he rips up everything tord ever gave him but he cant throw it away so it all just goes into a shoebox in the back of his closet and hes miserable for the next 3 months and nothing helps until finally one day hes just perfectly fine again .
tom asks if edds finally over that prick and edd responds with who ? i dont know what youre talking about , tom . and tom bites his tongue and doesnt bring it up again . because he knows edd isnt . he knows this is all bullshit because he hears edd crying every night , the walls are so damn thin . he saw edd burning their pictures a few nights ago . and edd is so goddamn hollow now .
hes fine and back to normal but his face is so pale and his eyebags are so dark and hes just so empty .
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The package left on your doorstep was a large brown box unceremoniously taped closed. There was no return address, but you suspected you knew who it was from. See, your boyfriend Ian just got back from his book tour, and he loves to surprise you with a romantic night out.Â
You opened the box, the true surprise inside. There were several beautifully wrapped boxes of different sizes, each completed with a neatly tied bow. Sitting on the very top of the pile was a note.Â
Y/n,
Pamper yourself today. I’ll pick you up at 7:30 for dinner, and your outfit is included in the box. I can’t wait to see you, Beautiful.Â
Ian
You did exactly that. You spent the morning in the shower exfoliating, shaving, and doing anything else that you could think of in preparation for your surprise date. Ian had bought you an entirely new outfit—new lingerie that contrasted your skin beautifully and gave you the perfect amount of cleavage. A small box contained a pair of thin, silvery dangling earrings that looked like stars falling from the sky when the light hit them just right, as well as a matching bracelet. A large champagne-colored box contained the dress that hugged your body like a second skin. But there was another box, baby pink, wrapped in a champagne bow.Â
Your brows furrowed, and a complete outfit was sitting on your bed in front of you; you couldn’t imagine what was in this box. Gently, you untied the bow and opened the lid, a note falling from it as you did. Inside sat an oddly shaped hot pink silicone device. It was kind of egg-shaped, with a long, thin “tail” extending from one end to a small circle that had a button.Â
You inspected the smooth surface of the device before picking up the note. Ian gave you directions to the app to download and instructions on how to share control of the device. Taking it to the bathroom, you gave the device a quick wash with mild soap before setting it on a clean towel to dry and setting an alarm for six-thirty.Â
Your heart raced as you stood in front of the mirror, dressed in the gorgeous black body con dress that accentuated your features. The vibrator was surprisingly easy to insert with a little bit of lube, and the shape allowed it to sit inside your vaginal canal without slipping out; it was quite a snug, comfortable fit. The tail sat outside of your body, curling up toward your stomach, held against your skin by the crotchless panties Ian had bought you.Â
You inspected your appearance. You looked hot. Ian really knew how to dress you, and telling you what to wear was one of his favorite things. He wasn’t the type of guy who told you what to wear because he didn’t want other men to think you looked sexy. In fact, his intentions were almost the exact opposite. Ian loved buying you clothes and dressing you because he wanted other men to be jealous. He wanted to show you off to the world and show them the gorgeous woman he bagged.Â
Seven-thirty on the dot, there was a knock at your door. Ian stood on the other side, towering above your short stature, with a single rose, dethorned, and a mischievous grin on his lips.Â
“Hi, Sweetheart,” He scanned your outfit and caressed your cheek, “Don’t you look beautiful.”Â
You couldn’t fight the smile on your face as heat rushed to your cheeks. He’d just arrived, and he was already turning you into a melty puddle of girl goo. “Thank you.”Â
“Spin so I can get the full view.”Â
You obeyed his request, turning slowly as he inspected you. The second your back was fully turned, he landed a swift smack to your ass, making you yelp.Â
“Just as I thought,” he mused, “You’re perfect.”Â
His praise filled you with warmth and an inexplicable desire to please. You were frozen in place as he leaned in to whisper in your ear, “And after dinner, I’m ruining that beautiful makeup of yours.”Â
And there it was. A rush of arousal shot through you, making you shiver in anticipation.Â
“Are you ready to go?” You asked, swallowing down your nerves and taking his hand.Â
“Just waiting on you, Beautiful,” He grinned, leading you downstairs to his car.Â
The restaurant wasn’t the fanciest in town, not that that mattered to you. You didn’t care if you went to an Olive Garden as long as you were with Ian. It was a lovely white tablecloth restaurant located on the bay with outdoor seating that overlooked the sea. Once parked, Ian reached underneath your dress and turned on the vibrator, connecting his Bluetooth to it so he could control the vibration.Â
The lowest setting was a soft steady rumble that pressed against your G-spot with every step as Ian led you to the host stand.Â
“I have a reservation for Dr. Malcolm.” He said suavely.Â
“Oh!” The host beamed, “Right this way, we have your private table ready.”Â
She led you both outside to the patio seating, half of it blocked off with beautiful flowered hedges on rolling planter boxes. You passed through the deliberate gap in the hedges, your table sitting center in the decorated space.Â
“Ian,” You squeezed his hand, nerves crawling up your spine, “This is so fancy.”Â
Of course, by fancy, you meant expensive. Expensiveness made you nervous - guilty. You didn’t want to be a financial burden.Â
“Hey,” He gave you a comforting smile, “Only the best for my gorgeous girl.”Â
You let out a shallow breath, letting him guide you to your chair. He pulls it out for you like a gentleman before scooting you in.Â
“Here are your menus,” the host said, placing the hard-covered menu books on the table. “Your server will be by shortly.”Â
Every aspect of the dinner was lovely, only heightened by the vibrator buzzing inside you. Throughout dinner, Ian had adjusted the settings, making it difficult for you to sit still, but somehow, you managed. You were more worried about wether or not there would be a wet mark on the butt of your dress from how much you felt like you were soaking.Â
The vibrator suddenly stopped, making your brows furrow in confusion. You honestly missed the sensation now.
“Y/n, I often used to make jokes about how I’m always looking for the next future ex-Mrs. Malcolm. But I’ve realized I don’t want another Ex-Mrs. Malcolm.” He paused, and your heart sank. Was he breaking up with you?Â
“I just want the next Mrs. Malcolm.” Ian got down on his knee. Your breath caught in your chest. “I want you to be the next Mrs. Malcolm, and I am determined to make it last this time. Will you marry me?”Â
Tears welled in your eyes as you nodded. You hopped out of your chair and pulled him into a hug.Â
“Yes, I will.” You kissed him, refusing to let your tears spill over and ruin your makeup. Ian slipped the beautiful moss agate ring on your finger and kissed your hand. You chuckled, “For a second there, I thought you might be breaking up with me.”Â
Ian laughed as he helped you back to your seat, “I don’t want to break up with you ever.”Â
Finally, the bill was settled, and the server brought out dessert and two glasses of sparkling wine.Â
“Congratulations, you both,” The server, Richard, bid his farewell as you enjoyed the final moments of your meal.Â
You were completely filled with warmth as Ian drove you both back to your shared apartment. The second the door clicked shut behind you, Ian’s lips were on yours, and his arms wrapped around you.Â
“Ian!” You protested with a giggle, “Can we at least make it to the bedroom first?”Â
Arousal rushed through you again, practically making you salivate. You managed to separate yourself from him just long enough to get to your knees, hastily undoing the belt to his sleek dress pants, freeing his thick member.Â
Ian let out a groan as you licked him root to tip before taking the head of his cock in your mouth, smudging your recently reapplied lipstick.Â
“Fuck you’re good at that,” His hand fell to your hair, pulling the strands away from your face. “I remember we we first got together, you could barely get it in your mouth without gagging.”Â
You relaxed your throat, inching your way down his cock until your nose pressed to his groin.Â
“Look at you now.” He praised, “Deepthroating like a champ. I’m so fucking proud of you.”Â
Ian slowly rocked his hips, gently fucking your mouth as you forced yourself to sit on your hands and relinquish control to him. You loved pleasing him, listening to the string of praise falling from his lips as he fucked your throat until tears spilled from your eyes, and arousal was practically pooling on the floor underneath you.Â
“I need to feel you,” He pulled his cock out with a satisfying pop, helping you up from the floor. Ian stripped off his shoes and pants before ushering you to your bedroom, swiping the boxes off the bed. “Be a good girl, and let me strip you.”Â
You gave him a grin, turning so he could unzip your dress, letting fall to the floor around your heels.Â
“You’re so beautiful,” Ian praised, running his hands over the lacy lingerie that he’d picked out for you. Large, warm palms cupped your breast as he kissed your shoulder, taking his time with you. You let out a satisfied sigh at the feeling, relaxing into his touch. He undid the clasp to your bra, letting that, too, fall to the floor, leaving you in nothing but crotchless panties and heels.Â
He laid you down on the bed, pulling out the vibrator with a wet pop and tossing it to the side. Your hands fumbled with his shirt buttons as he caressed your pussy.Â
“So wet already, Sweetheart?” He teased, making you huff.Â
“You’re the one who teased me the entire dinner,” You spat back, pushing his shirt off his shoulders, light glinting off your new ring.Â
Ian stroked his cock twice before lining the head with your entrance; you let out a breathy sigh as he slid in with ease. As always, his cock filled you to the brim, making you feel pleasurably stretched out. He kissed down your neck to your shoulder as he slowly pumped in and out, taking his time, allowing the pleasure to build in you.Â
“God, you feel so good.” He praised, reaching over to grab the Hitachi wand sitting on the bedside table, slotting it perfectly between the two of you. Even the lowest setting built a wave of pleasure in you, “I missed this pussy on my tour. Next time, I’m bringing you with me so I can have it every night.”Â
You rolled your hips up into his, moaning softly. “I’d like that. I love pleasing you.”Â
His lips met yours again, moving in unison as each thrust pressed the vibrator harder against your clit.Â
“Ian -“ you whined slightly, wanting more from the vibrator between you.Â
He turned it up to the next setting, stating his condition, “You’re not allowed to cum until I tell you to.”Â
You nodded helplessly, grinding into the vibrator. Ian picked up his pace, clinging to you like you were the last life preserver on a rocky ocean. Each wave builds that pleasurable pressure within you. A hot coil of arousal burning in the pit of your stomach.Â
“Ian -“ You moaned, this one like a warning. “Ian, please, I can’t last much longer.”Â
It was like he pulled the ripcord as your building orgasm released and your entire body spasmed around his cock.
“Good girl.” Ian praised. His name fell from your lips, fragmented by moans as he turned up the vibrator again, fucking you stupid. “Good girls get rewarded.”Â
It was like you were floating into space as he held the vibrator to your oversensitive clit. Every thought left your mind as you drooled into the pillow, riding out the aftershocks being sent through you. Another orgasm built in your core as he continued to rock into you, washing over you the second it hit its peak, no longer able to maintain control. It was wave after wave of orgasms rolling through your body. It wasn’t until you hit your fourth that Ian’s hips finally stuttered as he spilled his seed deep in your cunt.Â
He collapsed on the two of you, turning off the vibrator and removing it. His heart pounded in his chest against yours as you regained your breath and your soul returned to your body.Â
Ian peppered kisses to your cheek as he held you close, both of you exhausted from your romp.Â
“Good night, future Mrs. Malcolm.” He whispered in your ear as you both drifted off into a very restful night of sleep.Â
i miss you only in the murky waters where i don't quite reach the bottom, where i tread to stay afloat and the mud hides the depth. i miss you when windows fog up and the landscape outside becomes a blur, when streaks of dulled colour could be mistaken for the wheat of your hair or the sound of your laugh. i miss you like i miss the smell of boot polish, like a once familiar ritual with fingers too worn-down to even begin reattempt.
but i remember the dull pain of you with a striking clarity, reflection on the shine of a blade, of a silver choke chain, of begging you to hurt me in more ways than just letting the leash fall from your hands. don't you understand?
don't you get it, that i would've taken cutting words and the pulling of my beating heart from my chest over all else?
if i could not have a loving grasp then i would have taken claws dug into flesh, would have let you tear me apart, asunder. instead, fingers too tender for one who intended only to probe, much too tender in proximity to the most vulnerable of my insides. you did not dig into the viscera, but i wish you did. i wish you hurt me on purpose, instead of this stunning stunted half-realization-apology-acknowledgement-insecurity.
i miss you on rainy days, now, and my stomach still fails to digest what it's given, because the lining shrinks to remember the scraps given by your hands, by those tender fingers. i miss you - but only in memories, what-ifs, blurry vision and the half-light of my morning commute.
it will be summer, soon, bright sun and absence of rain, and i will pry those tender fingers away from my insides.
some days i feel like an abused dog. mangy and scared with all my teeth on the outside, gums pink bare and rotting. can't eat, there's danger here. ears clipped, fur matted. teeth (pat my head, pull me close, tell me all the things about me that aren't wrong) on the outside. i can't take phonecalls anymore, especially not my parents. no one understands what the barking means. pat my head, please. please - touch without expectation or pain. please. pat my head, hold me close, let me- no. teeth on the outside, gums rubbed raw and red and an effort to chew it up and spit it out. no one understands the barking. days pass with the weight of shame tying me down, gums inflamed again and again. barking, barking, no one understands. please, won't somebody hear me? won't you hold me close and tell me I'm not irreparable? no, don't hold me close. my teeth are on the outside and there is nothing soft to be pet. woof, woof. mangy, scared. irreparable.