#finn 22

“I promise.“

today is victoria’s 22nd birthday, she decided to spend her birthday with her boyfriend, finn, his family and juliana at his house, is it bad that i don’t really care? father and mother are making such a big fuss about how she is spending her birthday. if i was in her position i would want to spend my birthday with my own mini family who my father does not approve. speaking of birthdays, my birthday was last month, i’m 25 now which is in the middle of being 20 and 30, time has been going past so fast and i’m scared for when i have to become queen, it might not happen for a at least years from now but it could happen so unexpectedly you know? what if i’m not a good queen and i fail to be a perfect one? i’ve talked it about with mother and she reassured me saying that i have a lot of time to prepare but that i should only worry about my family since my only child is only one. i don’t know what to think so that is why writing in this diary helps me.