#finishyou

∰  –  ;;   the ivory-haired pantoran stood completely still, as if it would stop him, somehow, from seeing her standing, dead center, in his quarters. his tone did not help her predict just what would happen to her now; it was intentionally vague, emotionless, as it usually was. her groggy mind reassured her that he would not kill her, but it did not eliminate her worry.

         “i… cannot honestly answer that question,” she replied, words entirely truthful, however vague. it was only moments earlier that she was even aware of her actions; it had never been in her nature to sleep-walk, but the stress of recent events, she had been told, was going to have its effects. this, she had not predicted.

∰  –  ;;   the near mechanical stomping of the stormtroopers that escorted them put fei on edge – feeling out of place on this side of the raid, for once. feeling unsure, hesitant, the pantoran subtly looked to her master for… something. reassurance, she did not often receive from him, but they both knew it was rarely what she needed. she would take what she could get, given her situation; but she was not acknowledged, and she could sense why. a p p r e h e n s i o n.

         it was her first time in the field, so to say; the order (what was left of it) was taking back what it had lost. she understood the importance of that goal, and she was in full agreement. there was, in truth, very little left of their organization. their base had been destroyed – that, in the opinions of her superiors, was what needed fixing first. the destroyer, a remnant of what once was, had arrived at what they were assured was an e x t e r m i n a t e d planet, and a party had been sent to evaluate it. determine its potential. that was a dressed up way to say they were desperate to recover from the blow they’d been dealt, and that was no secret.

         this party was supposed to consist of many more members than it now did; her master had lowered their numbers, stating with full confidence that they simply wouldn’t be needed. the reason for fei’s own presence, she wasn’t entirely sure of. partially, she assumed, to test her; as were most things since she had arrived. and partially, she guessed, because there was some formal obligation to bring your apprentice to every single shitfest when you know they’re anxious and a little bit scared. breathing out a sigh, she prepared herself to exit the destroyer, before his mumbled words stole back her attention.

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∰  –  ;;   friggin’ snorts. sometimes it was hard to tell when he was kidding. not the point, she reminded herself, cutting off a laugh. composes herself, returning to the topic at hand.

      “you’ve been coughing on and off all day and i know i heard a sneeze.”

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“Why are we pretending this is nothing?!” 

          “because you can’t or because                                                you won’t?”