Celina stepped out of Parav’s room, glancing towards Jupiter’s. Her eye moved from the door itself, ornately decorated by Jupiter himself, what lay below. A bouquet and note rested at the doorstop, clearly there for hours untouched. She picked it up, opening the door and stepping inside.
Inside, Jupiter sat hunched over a low table, his stare resting on the chessboard placed utop it. He was reciting a game from memory, moving each piece before re-examining the board. The knight moved, and was swiftly taken, leading the white position open. It was a strategic sacrifice, simple and clever. Jupiter was used to clever, but rarely used to simple. And sacrifice was… something else entirely.Â
“You really should check your door. The flowers are going to wilt– I know you’ve got a spare vase here somewhere, put them in water.”
Jupiter’s eyes narrowed as he turned to Celina’s voice.
“Because you’re busy wallowing?”
“I’ve got younger siblings, I can handle your self-pity. Where’s your vase–”
“Top right shelf. You can keep the roses. Get out.”
His hand twitched, but Celina didn’t budge. She stayed casual as she walked, setting the bouquet down on Jupiter’s desk. She could make the water herself if she focused, but now clearly wasn’t the time for that step.Â
“Seriously, what’s up? You look–”
“I look. Oh, I look! Delightful, tell me Celina all about how I look. Is it perfect for you yet? Tell me, am I refined enough? Am I your perfect fucking thing yet?!”
In an instant, Jupiter’s voice raised as he moved in front Celina. He was only a few inches taller, but his chin rested at her eye level, forcing her to tilt her head up to meet his eyes. She did.
“Don’t you ever shout at me. You’re not a thing, don’t insult either of us by saying that shit.”
“Do you think you’ll be mourned when you die here?”
Celina scoffed, finally stepping back, if only to get away from his breath. For a person who wore perfume so often, it suddenly smelled like rot.Â
“Don’t pull that childish shit either.”
Her voice softened, if only strategically. Frankly, she was pissed.
“What happened, Jupe?”
Just as she expected, it disarmed him. They weren’t someone who knew how to navigate care. That fact alone worried her, but that was a problem for another time. She didn’t care enough to become a therapist, and so she wouldn’t.
“You don’t have to worry, I’ll be delightful again tomorrow.”
“I’m worrying either way. Is this about Hum leaving?”
He practically deflated.Â
“Ah. Of course. I lose restraint one time and she’s gone. Am I not permitted normal punishment for my actions? Delightful. Put a fucking stake in my chest already.”
“Parav mentioned it half-asleep, I don’t know how much weight it holds. What happened?”
Jupiter fell quiet, and the two waited in their stasis. Finally, he spoke.
“I’ll be delightful again tomorrow. Just leave me be.”
Celina looked at him, stared, and then set down the note.
“I expect an apology later. From the sounds of it, you might owe Hum and Lilly one too. It was kind of her to send flowers.”
At that, she left, leaving Jupiter in his room alone. He stood there for a moment, before loudly cursing again. His eyes hovered at the door, then turned to the note. He moved, now slow, as though each limb took effort to move right.
His eyes scanned over the words in it. Then, he slammed his fist down onto the desk, knocking the letter onto the ground. He choked out a breath, performative in a body that didn’t need the air, and blinked back angry tears. The chess game lost, he just hovered, stuck in stasis. Stuck as the same kid that got bit. Now stuck as someone who received an apology from a person who certainly didn't deserve to give it.