May 21
the intersection of “sheltered and institutionalized for my most formative teenage years and now i still live my life like a 16yo” and “was basically running a full 5 person household by myself at 12” is so stressful. i know everything and i know nothing all at once. i am 20 and 10 and 55 all at once. i don’t have a car or know how to fill out any forms but then i see my roommates and it’s like. ok you’re 27 why don’t you know how to input your card info online. have you not been paying our bills exactly like that?????
#like no shade but also wtf are we doing#having my living situation fucked over by someone who’s currently surviving off of mcdonald’s doordash by a random man in california#love my life#it’s FINE i’m#FINEEE#i’m alive and making tea and about to clean#this will all be over in like#2 months#i Can’t do this but I Must#yap yap yap#btw hi hello sorry i’ve been nonexistent life is so so fucking hard#but it should be getting easier soon#i pray#god i pray
