Day 1 continued...
I thought today was going to suck dick. Because it's the guy I'm in love with's (we'll call him Mr. A) 6 year anniversary with his dumbass girlfriend. And it did. It did suck dick. I didn't do anything significant. The most I did was go to the pool for 45 minutes because it got cloudy and started drizzling a little. It's continuously heart breaking to hear from the man you love that he's going to break up in the next couple days for THREE FUCKING MONTHS. It'll never happen. So, when we talk and I ask him if he likes kissing her and he says it's complicated....that just means yes. *sigh* Today was horrible for the soul reason that I'm watching the love of my life love someone else. I shouldn't pity myself....I choose to love him every day. Maybe tomorrow will be better. So right now, I'm going to stick to Orange Is the New Black and fake hating Mr. A at the moment.
