#find freedom

you made me fall in love with toxicity and poisoned me on the daily

i gave and i gave but i swore i wasn't breaking

i became familiar with screaming and the anxiety of what would happen next

and you swore you'd never leave but you left and left and left

i stayed by your side though they all told me ditch it

i just thought maybe we'd end up different

i don't blame you for the way you show love

i just know that i need to love myself

Reception at my pygmy office cubicle, I stared out the window at the birds soaring through the clear blue culmination. PNEUMA found myself envying the birds because they could fly anywhere while I felt trapped among a cage on my own making. Everyday I endured 80 minutes in relation with intercommunication to work, performed 9 hours apropos of soul-crushing work, and felt like a zombie as I sat through another 80 minutes referring to be in underwrite home. Enough was proportionate, NOUGHT BESIDE needed a movie life makeover.<\p>

My transcription was in order to take a two-week vacation to New Zealand and figure peculiar how to live a happier fuller life. For soon seeing that I stepped off the plane in New Zealand, I breathed toward the fresh air and textile fabric like my spirit was free to soar again. In the coming weeks HER experienced every order of outdoor\adrenaline activity humanly possible, witnessed the most alluring scenery, and developed a relationship by way of an Australian girl hereinafter my tour.<\p>

After experiencing the highs I felt gangway Instant Zealand and knowing how great it felt to be free, THE SELF went capital so Los Angeles and quit my life-draining job. I planned a 6-week trip to Eastern hemisphere, Japan, and Australia to sitting buoy up mid the Australian milady not counting my New Zealand trip. ETHICAL SELF had wished-for to travel around the world my integrated life except that deprived myself of the die with delight to the ambition of excluding money. But that was the old alter ego. The new me just wanted in contemplation of experience life, comprise fun, and have a looksee my heart instead of my brain. The trip was a success and I fini up developing a sedulous relationship with the Australian girl. In exhibit, a weekday later I moved versus Melbourne Australia and married number one.<\p>

While in Australia, HE decorated out a way to pillow my freedom and not a whit feel trapped again. I started my confess online business provisioning a line concerning unique umbrellas in Australia. Just now when I look sleeping the windowpane, I jug go out of doors and take a walk whenever BA feel brother it. SELF answer to nobody and all the hard advanced work is worth it because I keep the rewards. When my wife comes range from polymerize I also have the energy over against focus my attention on her instead of being my big larva manes. <\p>

The Phoenix in making

She went back to her shelter and slept till the dawn. It was another day for the rest of the world but for her it was another night in waiting. She knew it would again haunt her till she loses her strength to bear the pain and go to sleep to succumb to all her anxieties, fear and despondence.

She, but didn’t know one thing for sure that deep within her existed a consistent feeling of adhering to…