#finallyworkingout

Happy Simming!

I work for a company in the healthcare industry, so typically there is a gym in my building. That gym is literally 8 fucking steps from the door to my department... I walked past it everyday for about 10 months... terrified of it. I'm not overweight. I'm sure as he'll not underweight. But I have been UNCOMFORTABLE with my body for a while now (basically since I graduated college and stopped running my ass around everyday). I don't want to lose weight. As a matter of fact, I don't even know how much I weigh and I don't actually give a shit. That number means nothing to me. But I would absolutely love to put on a bikini even with nobody around and just feel comfortable! So I stopped being afraid of the gym! Which says a lot about me, especially because I'm now WORKING OUT next to people I WORK WITH. Kinda scary lol. But I have been in there every day Monday through Friday for the past month just trying to improve myself. I don't care if nobody reads this, I'm fucking proud of myself! I can't say that I have noticed any major improvements yet, but that doesn't bother me because I know they will come with time and I honestly just feel fucking great! Keep that motivation up, loves!

To know we will have a credit card paid off tomorrow. 1 small down and 2 small to go. Then just Zales and 5 point left. Woohoo!!! We may actually have enough money to pay the full amount of Rent and be ok until the next week and paycheck. Ker gets paid on Friday and we still have plenty of money to make it this week.  I even paid 100 dollars on the credit card. This baby will be coming into a debt free home.