#file: notebook.

untitled.

            01/06/17

maybe.

             07/05/17  

   Fucking bored out my mind and lately I haven’t really been going on trips as much as i’d like to . i’ve been just cooped up on inside my place .. or rather sometimes it’d be at Jinhee’s. And the weather doesn’t exactly help this whole situation, then again it hasn’t really stopped me before. I’ve always wanted to go to the Philippines or maybe even somewhere back in Europe.  I̷’̷v̷e̷ ̷s̷e̷e̷n̷ ̷p̷e̷o̷p̷l̷e̷ ̷a̷r̷e̷ ̷v̷i̷s̷i̷t̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷J̷a̷p̷a̷n̷ ̷s̷o̷ ̷m̷a̷y̷b̷e̷ ̷I̷ ̷c̷o̷u̷l̷d̷ ̷g̷o̷ ̷t̷h̷e̷r̷e̷ ̷a̷g̷a̷i̷n̷.̷ ̷T̷h̷e̷ ̷l̷a̷s̷t̷ ̷t̷i̷m̷e̷ ̷I̷ ̷w̷a̷s̷ ̷i̷n̷ ̷J̷a̷p̷a̷n̷ ̷w̷a̷s̷ ̷w̷h̷e̷n̷ ̷I̷ ̷w̷a̷s̷ ̷l̷i̷k̷e̷.̷.̷.̷ ̷1̷7̷ ̷?̷ ̷A̷n̷d̷ ̷i̷t̷ ̷w̷a̷s̷ ̷o̷n̷l̷y̷ ̷f̷o̷r̷ ̷a̷ ̷w̷e̷e̷k̷ ̷f̷o̷r̷ ̷a̷ ̷s̷m̷a̷l̷l̷ ̷t̷r̷i̷p̷.̷ ̷I̷’̷d̷ ̷r̷e̷a̷l̷l̷y̷ ̷l̷o̷v̷e̷ ̷t̷o̷ ̷g̷o̷ ̷s̷e̷e̷ ̷s̷o̷m̷e̷ ̷o̷f̷ ̷t̷h̷e̷ ̷s̷c̷e̷n̷e̷r̷y̷ ̷t̷h̷e̷r̷e̷.̷  Fuck it. I’ll just go to other cities in Korea to check out their scenery and all that jazz. The most i’ve done that was go window shopping and try on the stupid hats and such that I could find or small things that I might want in the future. What’s going on lately? GOD. It’s like i’m not even the same person lately. Maybe it’s ‘cause i’m going through one of those moments again. Not all that surprised but whatevs. 

Honestly since i’ve been with Jinhee I think that’s why I haven’t really been going out.  Lately things have been going really well, hey maybe it’ll work out a lot better this time ?  Just the other night we were together and she decided to come over and hang out for some time since we both had nothing to do. No work or anything dumb like that.  This night was to be with Jinhee so of course I muted my phone so nothing and nobody could interrupt our night. Later on in the night I offered for her to stay over and she said yeah so once we made it to my room  I cracked my window open only slightly just to have a nice breeze roll on in and keep us from getting too warm. Clothes taken off and replaced with something more suitable for comfort. These nights are my favourite nights by far when I'm lying here with Jinhee, the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. She never fails to make me smile.

It’s those black nights that I love where it seems like there’s no such thing as the moon just for one night and everything is so quiet, wind the most or a plane even, but its all just like white noise to me. The skies are clear and the stars are at its brightest point, which is the best just like how when your vegetables are at its brightest point . The perfect time to stop everything and enjoy it. 

an introduction.

             17/04/17

   how should I start this? I guess I could start with telling you my name and a little more about myself, huh? all right, here we go then! 

   so, my name is jihoon. kwon jihoon and i’m 21 years old. I just moved here to south korea from france since my parents wanted another start over. i mean i’ve been in korea before, this wouldn’t be my first time, but the last time i was here was when i was about ..7 years old, so i don’t exactly remember it all that well. it’s a great start ‘cause now i can learn korea as an adult.