Conquering non creative thoughts with Creative Mornings
A bit of background before i delve into what my morning was like - talking with Yush (barbarian boyf lol) as well as conversations of past with other creative minds in my life - I gathered if I was really serious about what i loved - then I had to go get it - not only in terms of actually physically making stuff and upskilling but also - getting myself surrounded regularly with the creative crowd. It makes sense - how am i to bounce ideas and learn if I dont regularly surround myself with like minded people? It wasnt going to happen at home or behind my computer.
Fast forward to this morning sitting in the carpark in the CBD trying to psych myself up to find this place - I had thoughts of what probably I got from Hollywood perceptions of what creative communities are like (I know I know lol) bear in mind - I didnt study arts and design so this kind of thing is a little out of my comfort zone even though I wanted to be in it? if that makes any sense haha i pictured it to be clusters of snobby clicky people who unless you were wearing something of a name or totally weird that you stood out - people would talk to you haha I am glad I was very wrong!
Anyways I walk in - my guarded wall up - take my name tag, bottle of Antipodes water (posh for me) and some free coffee and grabbed a seat. The first half hour was for connecting with people - but i was sooo nervous - i sat by myself looking at my phone and drinking my coffee way to fast. However as the crowd settled in - I was able to bring my words together to coherently talk to my neighbour who to my comfort was exactly like me - her first talk to attend, something she had been putting off but decided to bite the bullet and come.
From here on in - there was stretching, dancing, laughter as well as the story telling of Sarah’s journeys (SewLove with Sarah Lancaster) in chasing what she loved to do. I felt invigorated but also challenged to do more planning to really nut out what story I want FIKA to tell the world.
After the talk and some goodbyes, walking back to the car I encountered another attendee who was kind enough to share her umbrella with me and all though it flapped about in the blizzard (Auckland weather never fails to impress) and was only big enough for her - stories were being shared and i felt emancipated for a moment. Attending this talk not only gave me something to think about - but i also felt for once i fit in. I belong to many communities and groups, home, church, work and crossfit (dont hate lol) all of which i was comfortable in - however i didnt feel as confident - I know its my first talk but people got me - and unstood i wasnt a maven at what i did and were keen to know more.
Sitting back at the desk job - super excited for FIKA as well as working hard to make things come alive! Cannot wait :)
*that is my name tag that says “Thea” lol