#fifisyapping

-> Feeling rejected by wada so he attacks him and then feels guilty for it

-> Basically tries to kill himself after what I suppose is his fp argues with him (this was long incoming but it was a big part of his decision)

It makes me feel sad when people say he’s a badly written character because of what I think are BPD traits I see in myself (⁎⁍̴̆Ɛ⁍̴̆⁎) BPD doesn’t get better unless with a lot of therapy, and even then it’s mega hard. ‘Oh but he gets better and acts nice and then he’s a total asshole! He never gets better, his supposed ‘development’ is made up for Von’s personal enjoyment and it’s not actual development!’ Hi having BPD is a constant emotional rollercoaster

I’ll always love Burning star examination federation because you can tell just how much Chiba dying messed Nakamigawa up

During Isono’s investigation he was clearly freaked out but WAY more nonchalant than in Chiba’s, and that was because he actually formed a connection with and cared about Chiba. He practically SENT HER TO HER DEATH, telling her to keep climbing the vent. The ONE time he manages to make a genuine connection in the killing game, albeit short, implying they’ll hang out on the weekends and promising he’ll be her friend, that person immediately gets slimed out

And it happens again, and again, and again. Chiba, Tsuno, Tamba, and Wada. Chiba was the first friend that Nakamigawa REALLY lost in the killing game. A ‘little’ girl preyed on. Chiba had genuinely done no wrong in the killing game. She ran a trial. She was smarter than she looked.

Please don’t flame me these sound weird because they’re translated from Spanish

Ouno Nanae -> Whip and naenae

Ninomiya youhei -> Okazaki’s ex

Kumada Erina -> That girl Kumada

Ikeda Daiki -> The art forger guy

Denden Misao -> The doctor’s sister

Matthias de clerq -> the Belgian guy

Yokoi Ruka -> Ruka, who is the leader

Yaitabashi Sou -> That guy Yaitabashi

Maekawa Azusa -> The robot girl

Hirose shingo -> The doctor

Ogura Noriko -> The kid Ogura

Shishikura Osamu -> That guy shishikura

Isoda Mion -> Isoda

Tei atsushi -> the bubblegum guy/Ikeda’s brother

Nishiguchi Mutsuko -> the girl from the pizza

Akiba Taku -> [The] Akiba

I’ve been thinking about these two scenes a lot

Knowing Monomoko considers Ojima her best friend, I seriously wonder what her thoughts were when Maekawa offered to become her best friend/referred to her that way (⁎⁍̴̆Ɛ⁍̴̆⁎)

I miss Ojima and Monomoko to me Monomoko is Hirojima’s lovely daughter who has random emotional outbursts and has been separated from her parents for too long (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾

Wouldn’t it be awesome

But then again if she dies I wonder what Seki’s reaction in staffside would be