After a case takes the Fly Team to Athens while Mouse is out of town, he decides to take matters into his own hands and book a flight.
Mouse had woken up more comfortable than he'd ever remembered being, and that was why he'd panicked.
There had been one arm between his head and the billow, with the other around his torso, and he'd felt… safe. He'd felt protected, like he didn't have to worry about anything at all. In that moment, he'd trusted Wes, fully and completely, and that thought had been enough to jolt him the rest of the way awake. Because all of his stuff was in the apartment with them, and despite their make out session the previous afternoon, they'd laid in bed together the night before while Mouse finished his book, and when the lights were turned off, they went to sleep. The only physical thing they got up to was unconscious spooning, and he'd enjoyed the position. He hadn't wanted the sleepy hours of their last day together to end.
That had been enough to get Mouse out of bed. He'd slipped out of the comfortable embrace, careful to not wake Wes in the process, and changed his clothes just as quietly. He'd ended up in another borrowed shirt and his own loose pants, taking his wallet and passport with him just in case he needed them.
It had been too long since he'd just gone for a run, since he'd gotten everything out in the form of sweat. He couldn't remember if he'd exercised at all since his discharge, physical therapy not withstanding. It felt good, getting his heartrate up and turning off his mind for a few hours. He didn't have to think about Wes or all the things they'd talked about, or how much he looked like Jay, or how many therapists would have a field day with all of it. All he had to do was focus on putting one foot in front of the other, and the sun in his eyes, and remembering how many blocks were between Wes's apartment and the café they kept ending up at.
The entire experience had been so blissful that it hadn't even crossed his mind to check his phone. Nothing could be that urgent on a Sunday morning, and he could return any texts after he showered. Making it through the apartment door without spilling a single drop of either coffee was at the very top of his priorities list.
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