#fideliant

Rating: E

Relationship: Harry Hart/Eggsy Unwin

I am now a mess.

I think I shall just cry for the rest of the wee hours.

bro @fideliant this isn’t even a tiny curse this is a big fat curse

I am totally still doing it. Honestly, people can just ask me about my fic any time and I’d be really happy to ramble about stuff. FEED YOUR WRITER WITH QUESTIONS, PEOPLE.

Anyway, THE BACKUP PLAN. There are so many things I want to say about The Backup Plan. 

The thing is, The Backup Plan was the first Kingsman fic I had. The very first one, right after I saw the movie the first time. I love to write about supporting characters and expand upon them. I want to write about Michelle, Merlin, Percival, hell, even Charlie and the other recruits. I want to give all of them stories, maybe more than one.

But Roxy’s story, I wanted from the beginning. 

Now, the thing about The Backup Plan is that it was my first fic idea but I couldn’t write it because all I had was a vague ‘I wanna write about Roxy going through Lancelot trials and how she deals with the aftermath of V-Day.’ I had virtually no idea how to even start (or end) the fic. I had no idea what the plot would even contain. So I left it to stew in my brain for a while, and in the meantime cranked out Hartwin fics.

Then, somehow, I decided I would start writing the Roxy fic and would submit it for the Kingsman Mini Bang. And I started writing it.

It was the most unplanned, disastrous effort of fic writing in my entire life. I usually have at least some semblance of an outline for my fics. Not this one; this one was just ‘LET’S JUST GO WITH IT.’ I rewrote the beginning parts (basically everything before Roxy meets Eggsy) FOUR TIMES. I kept struggling to balance out the advancement of the plot and delving into Roxy’s past, to restrain myself from making Hartwin outweigh Roxlin, to make Roxlin happen in the first place, to make sure my OCs weren’t too out of place, etc etc. 

tbh I didn’t even know where or how to end this fic until the impending deadline made the decision for me and made me end right there. 

The Backup Plan is a universe I want to expand a lot. I want to delve into what the hell is going on with the Hartwin boys there. I want to explore how Percival and Min build a relationship. I want to see Roxy and Eggsy grow into their knighthood, etc etc. I couldn’t include a lot of scenes/facts/ideas in the fic because there was just no way to make them fit, plot-wise (and because they weren’t things that could be learned from Roxy’s POV).

Only as Directed was a story I more or less trolled myself into writing because I apparently needed to be the porn I wanted to see in the world.

'tom thorki hiddlesworth'

I don’t even ship either of those pairings why did I do this 

blackbeyond replied to your post “so my dad called me out to the living room and asked “what’s the name...”

Tom Hiddlesworth IM CRYING XD

I don’t even understand, it’s not even like I see this hiddlesworth on tumblr, WHERE DID THIS COME FROM. WHY WAS THIS SO DEEP IN MY SUBCONSCIOUS

enthusiasticindifference replied to your post “so my dad called me out to the living room and asked “what’s the name...”

Golden

the worst part about this is that I literally had no justification, I just had to come back out yelling ‘OH MY GOD I MIXED UP HIS LAST NAME WITH ANOTHER ACTOR’S PLEASE FORGET WHAT I SAID’ like he has no idea how those names got mixed up, he must never find out

diomiota replied to your post “so my dad called me out to the living room and asked “what’s the name...”

You know what the creepy thing is that I'm such deep in this OTP I passed that 'Hiddlesworth' like its the most legit word on earth...