Ok. I know. I am taking several lifetimes with this chapter. Throw up a prayer to the Writing Goddess that I actually fucking finish this and post it this week. Here's a snippet of Rhys and Co. at Calanmai (without Nesta) (well, pre-Calanmai).
âWhy are you so obsessed with me and my family?â She was so young, the little sister. Or perhaps the better word for it was unformed. Unmolded clay. Exacerbated by the way she looked so uncertain in her fine dress, her forced air of authority and dignity a poor fit on the female. It was fortunate for Feyre she had endeared herself already to the fae, to the members of her court, because the role of Lady seemed unnatural for her. She made the weight of the title look too heavy. But there was still that something feral about her. She had held onto it, even in her new role, that energy like she was about to jump out of her skin if she didnât do something a little reckless and spontaneous. It suited her, but it would have driven Rhys mad.
Tam watched every word out of his mateâs mouth like it was his new religion.
Feyre, on the other hand, watched Rhys very carefully, waiting for his answer. He could sense something sparking under the surface Feyreâs skin, a glimmer in her eyes. As someone who had struggled to learn to contain his magic, he had an inkling hers was completely out of the childâs control. He wonderedâŚ
âPerhaps I miss your sister,â Rhys threw out with a careless shrug. Telling the truth, even mockingly, was like letting trapped air out of his lungs. âPerhaps I should carry her away to Night to keep her safe.âÂ
âStay away from Nesta.â The words came out of the Cursebreaker as a hiss.
âAre you so sure she wants to stay away from me? We became quite close, you know. Perhaps she misses sharing my bed.â Rhys grinned and Cassian chuckled behind him at the snarl Tamlin gave in response.
But then all laughter stopped. Feyre was practically vibrating with her untethered magic. Over her long, freckled arms, small flames had begun to dance, began to shift and move like adders ready to strike. They didnât seem to be hurting her, she didnât even notice for a second until they began to hiss and grow. A panic subsumed her. The flames grew taller and fiercer and a terror took over Tamlinâs face.Â
âTam. Tam, whatâs happening?â Feyre seemed ready to unravel completely, and the more she did, the more out of control her flames seemed to be. Tamlin moved to hold her, to comfort her, but Feyre shied away. It was Lucien who eased it, approaching Feyre like one soothing a wild dog.Â
âItâs alright, Fey. Calm yourself. Youâre fine. Nestaâs fine,â he repeated, his voice soft and melodious, until the words began to penetrate. Once he was close enough, he reached a hand out to Feyreâs burning arm. The flames didnât burn him, moved over his skin without harm. Lucien slid his arm down to take Feyre by the hand. He held it, his breathing steady, and silently instructed Feyre to do the same. After a few seconds, the Cursebreaker calmed and the flames dissipated, but it was far too obvious to Rhys at least that this wasnât the first time she'd needed to be talked down.Â
The silence afterwards seemed to weigh on all of them, no one willing to speak the obvious truth first, no one willing to offer an apology.Â
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This is a modern AU I started last year when I got fixated on the lost potential of Feylin. I got to thinking that if Feyre had modern sensibilities, they wouldn't have gotten engaged nearly as fast, would have had better access to mental health support, and Feyre wouldn't be nearly as forgiving to certain individuals for their actions under the mountain.
This takes place around an alternate beginning to acomaf and I hope to expand and flesh it out into something longer at some point. This has also been adjusted somewhat to be a portal fantasy, as I figure fairy circles in Appalachia work better for me as a writer than GB and Irelandđ Iâd also like to say in advance that I know little to nothing about dog shows and this was done with very little research. So! with all that being saidâŚ
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âName?â
Feyre jolted to attention and glanced up at the pinch-faced man before her. âMine or his?â
He sighed and adjusted his tie. âThe name of your animal, Miss. Registration is done via the animal entered.â
âRight, um.â They hadnât thought up a pseudonym for him. Maybe his actual name would be fine? After all, he wasn't local. âTamlin. His name is Tamlin.â
The man arched an eyebrow. âA fan of Scottish legends are we?â
Feyre exhaled a laugh. Easier territory. âI took a class my freshman year. The story kind of stuck with me.â
âThen youâre pursuing a bachelorâs degree?â The man was scribbling down information faster than Feyre was speaking. Strange, that.
âIn Art education, yes.â
He paused. âSo youâre an amateur dog trainer?â
She blinked. âI suppose? Tamâs always been well-behaved and obedient. I thought we could give it a shot.â
The man pursed his lips and glanced down at the golden retriever who sat primly by Feyreâs legs. Despite the ludicrousness of the situation, Pinchface wouldnât find anything wrong with Tamlinâs newly donned retriever form. He was perfect. Tamlin had been the one to research purebred standards for breeds and had decided that goldens were the best as far as looks were concerned.
Even Feyre had to admit that the shade of his fur very nearly matched his hair in his Fae form. But personalityâŚshe swallowed. Sheâd tried to coach him on the happy-go-lucky temperament that his chosen breed typically had and heâd rolled his eyes. âIâll manage,â heâd said. âYouâll find that Iâll get away with a lot of discrepancies just because Iâll look like a dog.â
He did look perfect.
After taking down a few more details about Feyre herself and the programs, they were waved to the private waiting rooms where her canine could âwind down and prepareâ.
Once inside, Feyre collapsed on the bench. Releasing his leash, she cast a glance at Tamlin. âYou know this is insane, right?â
In the blink of an eye, the fluffy golden dog vanished, replaced by a familiar muscular frame and the glittering green eyes that she loved so well. âWhatâs so insane about it? We need to get the funds from somewhere. Spring wonât rebuild itself and thereâs been no tithe for fifty years.â
Feyre sighed. âYeah, yeah. I justââShe hesitated. âIt feels weird. I donât know.â
Tamlin sat next to her gingerly. âDo you want to drop out? We could leave. Find some other way.â
But there really wasnât any other way. No fast one, anyway. Like it or not, the two of them had few transferable skills to the human world. They were two broke artists at the end of the day. But Spring court didnât need artists at the moment. It needed cash. And quickly.
Feyre groaned. âNo. Not really. There will be other dog shows, right? Itâs not like this is a once in a lifetime opportunity weâre stealing.â She paused. âAnd weâre shooting for a dark horse second place anyway.â
She glanced up at Tamlin again. A tentative grin parted his lips, revealing a flash of teeth. âYou know more about this than me.â He ran a hand through his hair. âBesides, itâs not as if weâre doing this for ourselves. The citizens of Spring deserve the chance to start again. Thatâs what Spring is all about anyway.â
âIt'll mean a new start for us too,â Feyre said softly, suddenly unable to meet his gaze.
Tamlin wrapped an arm around her and pulled her closer, resting his chin on her head. âYeah. Yeah, it will.â
In the midst of the busyness of it all, sometimes it felt like ages ago when they both were imprisoned Under the Mountain: Tamlin subjected to whatever she did to him behind closed doors and Feyre being paraded around by Amaranthaâs chief henchman. Too many horrors. Too many things Feyre didn't remember. Couldnât remember.
But she'd gone under the mountain to free her High Lord and she'd be damned if she was going to let him struggle through rebuilding alone.
Her gaze shifted to her wrist, where the black tattoo blazed in contrast against her skin. Maybe she wouldnât have minded it so much if not for the eye at the center of her inked bracelet, if not for the source of it and the unnerving way the giant eye seemed to follow her gaze.
She took a shuddering breath and Tamlin pulled away abruptly. âWhat is it?â He followed her gaze to the tattoo and his face darkened. âWeâll find a way to be rid of it. He canât keep this hold on you forever.â
Blurry memories of faerie wine-induced dancing, of hands on her that were not Tamlinâs familiar strong fingers, but softer, more slender. Hands that gripped her nonetheless.
Hands that had painted her. Feyre hadnât been able to paint since. Hadnât been able to even think about painting, afraid of what might come out should she take a brush to canvas.
Before her memories could drag back Under the Mountain completely, a voice crackled over the loudspeaker: âTamlin and Feyre Archeron to the stage for physical and temperament testing.â
âThatâs us.â Tamlin stood, taking her hand and squeezing. âReady?â
Feyre swallowed as she slid her scrunchie up her wrist. Sheâd faced a Faery queen, the middengard wyrm, a psychopathic mindreader, and a slew of part-time jobs. Sheâd manage a dog show just fine.
The first part was remarkably easy. Feyre had only needed to lead Tamlin up to the podium where the judges hooked his leash to a pole and began the inspection process.
Despite feeling as though theyâd be found out, Feyre couldnât help but muffle a snort at Tamlinâs longsuffering expression as they poked and prodded him everywhere. Biting her lip, she watched as the judges murmured comments to each other, expressions nigh unreadable until her boyfriend was led off the stage and his leash returned to her.
As they returned to the room, Feyre couldnât help the tiny giggle that escaped her. Tamlin skidded to a halt, digging his paws into the carpeted hall. She glanced down and saw his eyes briefly flash from brown to green and back again.
âOh donât give me that look.â Darting a peek down the hall, she crouched next to him and ran a hand through his thick fur. âIâm sure they were all very impressed with you.â
The look he gave her then was absolutely withering and, not waiting for her to stand, he began trotting down the hall once again.
This time Feyre laughed aloud, releasing his leash and jogging to catch up. As they reached the room, Feyre smirked down at her fluffy boyfriend. âWishing weâd dropped out now?â
He didnât bother looking at her again until they closed the door behind them and heâd shifted back to his normal form. âI just wasnât expecting it, thatâs all.â
She shrugged. âYour fault for not paying closer attention to all the videos I was watching.â
The rest of the dog show went off without a hitch, Tamlin executing the course with casual ease. If anything, Feyre rushed to direct him so that it wouldnât appear too staged, too fake. Whether or not she succeeded was anyoneâs guess.
By the end, Feyre was certain theyâd be able to snag some sort of cash prize, hoping for at least third. When announcing the winners, she jolted when the judges called Tamlinâs name for first prize. Mild panic thrummed in her as they made their way to the podium, the judges gushing over what a beautiful dog he was and how obedient he seemed.
Their praise was genuine. Feyre couldnât help the feeling that theyâd been caught somehow, that a trap lay around the corner, but they merely made short work of handing over the check and presenting Tamlin with his ribbon.
Smiling shakily as they pinned his blue ribbon to his collar, she bent and pressed a kiss to the top of his furry head. âFor them and for us,â she whispered before standing for the photographers.
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#13 Who is the "emotional glue" of your polycule? Who needs the most reassurance? Who's the wildcard?
I'm going to answer this for Feytamsand here, and Nessriel in my other response! I think Feyre is the emotional glue of their polycule, and Tamlin needs the most reassurance. Rhysand is the wild card. They never know if he's going to be reliving the past, living in the moment, or yearning for the future. Tamlin is determined to move forward, but knows there's too much in their past to ignore and gets worried that it will eventually break them apart. Feyre sees all of both of them and knows just how to bridge the gap on bad days, and when to take a step back and let them handle it on their own.
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If I was Tamlin and Feyre was crying on the ground in front of me begging me to bring life to the man she basically cheated on me with after she essentially destroyed my entire court omg I would start HOLLERING im sorry đđđ
Like Tamlin was humble and respectful but me personally itâs my time to shine
Ok but honestly the fact that Tamlin didnât ask anything of Feyre not to help his land people or court but just said âbe happyâ shows how good of a person he is
I wouldâve sat down and started naming all the things I wanted just to rage bait her and then spat on Rhys before I gave the kernel to save his pathetic ass
Tamlin blinked. âYou likeâart? You like to paint?â
His stumbling words werenât unkind. It was enough for me to say, âYes. Iâm notânot any good, but if itâs not too much trouble ⌠Iâll paint outside, so I donât make a mess, butââ
âOutside, inside, on the roofâpaint wherever you want. I donât care,â he said. âBut if you need paint and brushes, youâll also need paper and canvas.â
[...] It might take a few days to track them down, but the paint, the
brushes, the canvas, and the space are yours. Work wherever you want. This house is too clean, anyway.â
(ACOTAR, Ch. 16)
Tamlin being so excited that Feyre finally opens up to him about her interests is so pure. He's so awkward and supportive. I wish we had more time to see this side of Tamlin in the books đĽ˛
I often forget that the first time Tamlin and Feyre held hands was after killing the Naga and their hands were bloody like that is unhinged and that dynamic is never really visited again.