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YES I KNOW FERRIS STABBED CAPELLA WITH A SHORT SWORD I GOT CONFUSED EHEN DRAWING IT. AND. MADE IT TOO SHORT... UM and im toi lazy to redraw it again alright
Here's some other stuff ftom the canvas vvv
I added white lilies because theyre like. The flower you give to people to be like "my condolences!" And they represent purity. So like the blood. (Dragon's blood & the regular schmegular) is purity being sullied. Yeha ok bye
One of these characters is the single most cishet character in the entire cast of Re:Zero, with his main internal conflict centering around his dearest wish being to fill the role of a very traditionally hypermasculine male while fully believing that he is unable to achieve this dream due to circumstances outside of his control; a situation that has been referred to and treated as his own personal hell.
The other is almost certainly transfeminine (whether theyāre a trans woman or some flavor of non-binary), has hinted on multiple occasions that they would unironically be happier with a female body and identity, went to school for the first three days of high school dressed as a woman with the experience of being clocked for their voice being explicitly referred to as traumatizing (and also is hinted at that incident being the reason they dropped out in the first place), explicitly refers to a crossdressing persona as their āideal self,ā constantly fills the feminine role outlined in the subtext of the story, and has been unironically referred to as the heroine of the story by the author in at least one QnA.
Reinhard has been alone, shouldering the extremely heavy burden of defending the world against the threat of the world. It has been said to be an otherworldly intense battle; sure, itās hype as hell, but Tappei has yet to delve further into Reinhardās current mental state/point of view (understandably so, because as described, Reinhard is completely absorbed in the task, and it might not be the focus rn). So as a fan, in advance, Iād like to give it a shot with my own interpretations based on what sensei has cooked (because I care a lot about my fav chara(s)ā psychology. Definitely can be proven wrong in the future tho HAHAH).
Wanna peek at what was in my brain when I drew this? I got you.
1. Reinhard vs. Witch of Envy (Satella)
- āHis arms had been torn to shreds and into ribbons.āāāāI really want to emphasize the gravity of his current physical condition, so Iāve been putting efforts into showing how fucked up his arms are.
- He has been swinging his sheathed sword to block off Satelaās attacks ā10-20 times a second until his sweat and blood left his body as steam.āāāāHow tf can I draw this without making the art an absolute blur. I lack the skill to nail this bruh, but at least I wanna show how locked in bro is and how immeasurably overwhelming this situation is.
2. āA Sword Saint never loses.ā āYoung Heinkel
Yāknow, Iāve always been wondering, why can Reinhard have such a sturdy, unwavering mentality in his role as a Sword Saint? And from the very latest chapter, it confirms something to me. Maybe aside from that he is feeling responsible for his grandmaās death; itās because of this,
āBecause the Sword Saint canāt lose. Thatās what Father said.ā
āāChild!Reinhard to Wilhelm.
As far as I can gather, Reinhard did really respect and love Heinkel, so these words coming from his respected figure must have ingrained themselves in his brain so much to the point that they fueled his mentality to be as fixed as it is now. Emphasized, even to this day, Reinhard still seriously cares about Heinkel; thatās why I drew the panel getting brighter to the flashback image, as, in my opinion, Heinkelās words are still as clear as the day to his current self.
An extra note from Tappeiās Q&A I found on his Twitter: Sensei said the times Reinhard spent with Heinkel when he was still a good dad were one of his happy moments from the past. Thatās why the nuance has to be bright.
3. Reinhard drowning and chained down
Reinhardās burden has always been heavy, but this time itās extremely heavy. Though, itās his duty as Sword Saint, and he has always been the type who is so resigned to fate. Thatās why I drew him resigned, with no struggles whatsoever to even break free from the chains binding him. He kept sinking deeper because those chains are connected to these heavy burdens from the world that are not getting any lighter (they become worse instead). His arms are floating upward not because he is trying to reach out to Felt or anyone (emphasizing how he never asks for help), but simply because he doesnāt put any energy on them, so they naturally float due to the seaās nature.
4. Felt reaching out to Reinhard
Heavily referenced from [Arc 9, Chapter 18 ā āA Hundred Times More Troublesomeā]
Felt has voluntarily offered the Sword Saint aid in facing Al in the ways she can. She is not helping him fight Al head-on, but she offers herself as his second backup, a safety net just in case Reinhard is taken care of and things are fucked (and they were!). Referencing that specific scene, I wrote, āāāThose hands that tried to reach him.ā and drew Felt stretching both of her palms because she did place both of her hands on his cheeks. Reinhard knew about this help, as it was offered before he went off to the battlefield. This is something he is aware of, which he appreciated (as he was amazed by Feltās efforts); thatās why I drew him locking eyes with her, but at this point? He is basically occupied in a task of another realm nobody can step into; thatās why I drew his expression as a complete resignation with no hope placed on the other.
Felt, on the other hand, is as determined as ever (since, from what Iāve read, she hasnāt shown any sign of yielding). However, even her great efforts alone are far from enough. Even worse, she was held hostage as Al kept marching on with his plans. She, too, failed in stopping the bro with the cheat code. Thus, the white lines around her neck are Yaeās threads, the ones that kept her from escaping, and letās just say that I think the close contact it has made with her skin has grazed it a bit; therefore, the faint smear of blood is especially noticeable since this is metaphorically underwater.
5. Flash image of the people that have bonds with Reinhard
I think itās important to include them too because they are people who care for him to varying extents.
Honestly, I have only read EX 4 so I hesitated to put Ferris in ⦠but he did look so happy when he chatted casually and had a drink with Ferris and Julius, and they seemed rather close in their times as royal guards, so yeah, I think bro deserved the āfriend spot.ā
I donāt think I need to explain his bond with Subaru. Yāall know that already.
JULIUS⦠DAMN IT⦠I totally forgor that he is STILL forgotten. Well ⦠canāt defend my careless ass here⦠Letās just say this is a little treat for bro who has gone through so much (Besides, Reinhard acknowledged, āOh ya based on yallās reactions, I believe this bro was supposed to be my bud!ā) but I still think itād be cooler if he were featured with his face glitched here (too late for me to fix rip). Anyways, I personally think Reinhard is closer to Julius than he is to Ferris. When I read them conversing, I feel like they share a similar wavelength too to some extentāmaybe due to both of them having the same career and chivalry.
The people on the rightāguess those who have never read the side stories wonāt know. They are Carol and Grimm, the old couple who are friends with Wilhelm and Theresia and serve in House Astrea. They have been mentioned to love and care for Reinhard, and Reinhard, in return, also cares for them. They seem close, and Reinhard can act natural with them. I believe they are the ones who have been taking care of him in the absence of his family. (Maybe this kinda answers my other wonder: How can Reinhard grow to be a decent dude without anybody taking care of him? It is also mentioned in one of the side stories, āReinhard has never felt abandonmentā. Ah. So it might be thanks to this old couple, after all). So ofc a special spot is reserved for them!
The twins on the front are Flam and Grassis, Carol and Grimmās granddaughters. They are also House Astreaās servants, placed in the Astrea Family Main Residence. Reinhard had been taking care of them since they were babies, he mentioned in one of the side stories; they are already like his sisters to him; in return, these two also care greatly for their Young Master (though on usual occasions, itās not expressed obviously).
6. Wilhelm come to rescue
Heavily referenced from [Arc 9, Chapter 28 ā āA Passage of Legendā]
Wilhelm has once again made an epic comeback; āto turn the [Sword Saint] back into a human.ā
Basically, from what I grasped, he is trying to do what he did to Theresia (taking off the Sword Saint burden) again, but this time, with Reinhard. And ho boy, he has been fighting like hell; thatās why I want to emphasize the thick blood smearing around him because he has been described as injured. Like a lot.
One of the many chains has been brokenāāthatās because at [Arc 9, Chapter 26āāSword Demon vs Crimson Sakura], he has successfully defeated Yae, which naturally followed with securing Feltās, Reinhardās masterās safety. Yae herself is Alās accomplice, so I depict it as one of his ways of severing one of the many problems burdening Reinhard.
But in general, I look at Wilhelmās desire and good intent as something thatās worth the acknowledgement to break one of Reinhardās chains, and of course itās only one and far from significant. I also want to emphasize the huge distance between them, as he is still far from reaching Reinhard (because I donāt want to sugarcoat the little achievement compared to the grave situation), but still, the effort counts. And this is something Reinhard is unaware of, as he is too occupied dealing with whatās in front of him; thatās why I drew the previous panel of him casting his eyes down, almost completely closing them, as if resigning to the possibility that no one could have saved him and that is āfineā.
Why I used the word āAnother swordā because again, Wilhelm is trying to āsaveā the person dear to him with his sword instead of words. Also, I wrote āanotherā because I have used the first word of sword to describe Dragon Sword Reid, the one to carry on the world's duty, meanwhile, this sword Wilhelm is using is Trias, the one to carry on his own purpose.
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