#fergusonphl

All i do is wonder about the what ifs. "If". IF I sneeze on the train and two ppl say God bless you, does that make me feel loved in this universe or what if I sneezed and just heard silence on that train? Ifs change reality and that's how simple it is. Its funny to me when ppl are like i had to go through some hard times to get to this point. It's true. But what if not?what if u just asked for help and werent embarresed or felt like you were alone?that could of made all the difference but we just we "fucked up".possibly. But do we agree with the faults that we are doing when we say that instead of using that fuck up for ammo to launch ourselves into a position we want to be in? Shit is so crazy on our world and nobody knows how to solve it. SO DON'T SOLVE IT. Literally all you can do is change yourself. You are the only Payson who knows you entirely. Even the other things ppl notice in you,you have already seen before some form but get embarresed when it is pointed out by others. But within changing and bettering yourself, just live your life.whenever a chance comes up where u feel unsafe,worried, scared, anxious,, just think about what you would want to happen. Think about it so much that it floods those other insecure thoughts. By doing that, it can only make your Selina dilemma tasty much easier than before with all those thoughts circulating. With every breath we grow so why not appky that to everything else. WE DONT HAVE TO STAY THE SAME!! There is nothing stopping us from staying the same except ourselves. And if you are afraid of yourself, then you are afraid of everything else!

Watching the news. Shoutout to everybody who participated in the #phillydiein after the #Eagles game. #fergusonPHL

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