#feral!ed

During Edward's youth, every now and then he would have dreams of him being at home with his family, his human family-- Even if he'd completely forgotten about them, the dreams would continue to nag at him, so it wasn't often Edward would just sit and think them over... trying to recall these faces.

Just wanted to clear things up a little here of how exactly he grew up, Ed was never in a pack or anything let alone known to any other wolves because if he were to suddenly enter a pack despite his feral behaviour males and alphas will see him as immediate threat and no doubt attack him. 

Edward just copied what he saw, he copied everything to how they sleep to how they kill because he had no other choice, and at the young age he was left at, and psychologically he copied in order to survive like how a normal child would learn to eat properly and how to speak. 

He would watch how wolves would catch and feed and copy which would often lead to him getting into fights when he was older and many of his hunts were failures because of his human anatomy holding him back which led him to scavenging off remains from a pack. 

It's not strange to see Edward nibbling and even gnawing on his finger's from time to time, his teeth are unusually sharp after being carved from his full-fleshy diet that the protein within the meat strengthened the gums and teeth so he'll be able to tear all kinds of flesh and skin with them.

Will go over this in fine line but scared my unsteady hand will ruin it ^^' 

Edward developed a interest in reading. in fact before he went missing he actually began to read but of course at a beginner's pace but when he finally was taken back into his own kind.

Reading became a instant favourite thing of his, even if he can't read some words, he always enjoys trying and finding out what's happening within the book or what information it has. 

"Y-you must of suffered so much because of me...He squeezed his eyes shut as he could feel his throat tighten to a point of causing pain, warm salted rain leaked from his eyes over the little scars that marked his face, his body giving a uncontrollable shiver as a held in sob welled up within him just aching to burst.

He sniffed wiping the corners of his eyes with his thumbs before placing them back within his coat pockets. "It really has been a while, heh...Alphonse showed me pictures, you were really beautiful you know? Any man would of been lucky to have you. "

Edward licked over his lips to control a a soft weep, the tears just seemed to start streaming more and more, like a hole in a water bottle, he wiped his face again but with his sleeve to clean it up a bit more. 

Edward suddenly perked up letting his lips curl into a smile. 

"I've really got the hang of writing! Pretty easy now, who knew just a bunch of scribbles could mean so much hm? And I love to read, gotten into Alchemy just like Alphonse and we plan to train together, become the best alchemists ever. " His smile broke into a grin. "Almost forgot, I-I told WInry how I feel, and she said yes...I'm so happy, I didn't think she would feel the same but she does and I can't be happier. " He lifted his hand again to rub the back of his head, his grin going into a soft, warm smile.

"Sorry this has been short, I need to get back in time. Mustang's coming to visit and it's been a while. " 

The feral Elric stepped forward placing his hand on top of headstone, his thickly-skinned palm caressing over the top of it softly letting the smooth and cold stone send his heart in painful plucks.  

"I'll come back soon okay Mom? Promise."