#fenrisimagines

Part 2: When things get serious

After months went by since the Dark roads, I still remember the darkness, all the nightmares I've been having and the betrayal of Varric's brother. But the most painful of all is when the Templars took Bethany away from us when we came back, Mother cried for days on end and all I wanted to do was to slashed every Templar and rescued my dear Bethany but that was a dream and couldn’t be a reality. Lately I have been really busy with  different quests from Templars to my inner circle and the people of Kirkwall from time to time that I haven’t really spend time with my companions lately or anyone for that matter.So one day I decided to catch up with everyone and of course most have some issuses that needed my help which I’m not complaining but having a drink one minute then fighting a group of strange cultists wasn’t the kind of catching up I had in mind. But I met up with everyone except for Fenris. I figure to take a nice bath and put on some comfortable clothing since I’m only walking to Fenris Mansion in Hightown instead of going to Dark Town for once but I still had a hidden blade just in case something wants to get lucky to get a taste. Fenris’s mansion is huge but messy since he never cleaned up really after trying to find Darius in this place. I didn’t have to knock or anything I wouldn’t think anyone would dare to come in here anyway. I made my way up the stairs and towards “his” room. I saw him staring into the fire while sitting down,drinking one of Darius’s favorite wines. “How long have you been staring into this fire,drinking?” I laughed a little. “I’m just having the time of my so called life. I never knew wine would taste this good.” “Well wine is good and I see that you’ve been taking a liking to it so I heard from Varric.” “Our little storyteller been telling stories of a drunken elf with silver hair and lyrium marks that can rip through people’s hearts, how interesting.” I giggled “You got to admit the little adorable dwarf can spill an interesting tale about a handsome elf plus the added destruction he could do is so sexy.” I gave him a seductive look afterwards. “Well someone is happy lately” He smirked I went silent, remembering what happened at the Deep Roads and my smile went away. He saw this and came over to me, grab my chin for me to look at him in the eyes. "I know the Dark Roads have been troubling you, I seen in your eyes and how you talk with others but it been a few months since the journey and I’m worried about you" he brushed my hair from my face. He caress my face to soothe me from the pain of it all. I started to tear up a bit, I didn't want him to see me in this horrible mess I'm in. I’m a strong woman with a strong mind but this damn elf.. "Fenris I just.....I don't know I've been having nightmares and can't go to sleep sometimes and when the fire goes out..." Instead of saying anything, Fenris grab me and held me while I cried. He kept telling I'm safe and stroking my hair till I'd calm down. I pulled away and wipe my eyes. God Why am I a mess especially infront of him. Pull yourself together Era. "Fenris.."I looked at him "Era?"he look into me "Thank you for being here with me, I just needed someone to help me but was to afraid to tell anyone. I just..." I stroked my hair back and wiped the rest of my tears off my face. "Era  I'm always here for you, and if you needed anything just let me..." I kissed him out of nowhere, I don't know why but it felt right.I didn't care if he rejected it, I just want to let him now that I have feelings for him but couldn't put it in words. But he didn't, he pulled me closer and the kiss got deeper. I wanted to tell him why I did but he probably figured it out by now. All the times I looked at him for long periods  and always stand right to him anywhere plus all the flirty things I would say to him. This was perfect, this was what I needed for long while. Fenris pulled and smiled "I didn't know you had strong feelings for me and seemed like you have for long time" he slowly message my back which felt amazing. "I did when we first met, I'm sorry if I was straight forward" I rub his ears, he always like that it was something that soothe him especially during the Dark Roads. "I was beginning to think you had your interest in Anders because he's wants to fight off the templars especially because of your sister". He placed his forehead on top of mine kiss my nose. I giggled "Fenris, I always had the hots for you but didn't had the guts to say it too, I was afraid you didn't like me or we were just friends" I felt a little sad.

"Then explain that one time with the Qunari on the coast line and he attack you and you fell on the ground, I use all my power to tear that Qunari apart with my bare hands because I was angered that he touch you!" he said with anger

"True" and I kissed him "I love it when your protective over me" I nuzzled my face to his neck. I kiss his neck and he flinched "Alright Era, stop it" he said i kissed him again and again. "Why, are you ticklish Fenris, is the big bad elf ticklish" I said laughly. Oh gave me the most death defying look ever. "I'm not ticklish Hawke and keep playing games like this and you won't get your surpise!!" he said pulling my hair. I let out an "accidently" moan and he blush a whole lot which made me smile. "I'm sorry Fenris I couldn't help myself" Yea I could but I didn't want to "and what surpise Fenris??" I said walking up the steps to my bedroom with Fenris right behind me. "i just wanted to take you out somewhere and eventually tell you my feelings for you" Fenris said smiling. I notice that he did an overview of my backside which he was memorized until I caught him staring and he blushed.

Writing from when I was in High School but thinking of continuing this series (8 total so far).

Part 1: Our First Meeting

Ugh. I hate doing quests for all these random people. What am I, a basic mercenary on the top of some call list? I’m freakin’ Era Hawke, rogue, thief, and all around charmer. I'm sure there are other people who could do this. Play bait for an ambushed in some random house in the Alienage. There was nothing in that damn chest either. At least give me something for being the bait.

My companions and I leave the house and walk outside. Varric and Bethany seeming as put out as I am, but Merrill is as happy as ever to just be included. I’d have brought Aveline, but she had guard duty tonight and I had the feeling this wasn’t quite within the law.

I’m pulled from my thoughts when, yet again, another group is waiting for us. Probably, lo and behold, wanting to hurt us. The shock.

"Where's the elf?" The woman in front of them looks like a real mercenary should. Her armor is solid, but cheap steel. No mismatching of random items or odd colored trinkets. Very professional all around. By the maker, how was I getting mixed up with these people?

"You mean this one?” I point in exaggerated confusion at Merrill. The ears are rather obvious after all. Maybe they have seeing problems? And it is possible that Merrill accidentally annoyed the wrong person. At least it wasn’t discovered she was a mage, Templars are far more obvious if just as oblivious.

"No you idiot, the white haired one!” They can’t see an elf, but they’re calling me an idiot? By this point, I’m more amusingly confused than annoyed, and white hair would be rather hard to miss since no one is wearing helmets.

A dark haired man near the back of the group scowls, his already ugly face becoming worse. How is that possibly? It really should be against the law to make ugly expressions with an ugly face. "Maybe they don't know where he is. They’re a waste of time." That’s just rude, they’re the ones ambushing us and wasting our time.

"Probably…” She shakes her head and waves to the rest of the group. “Kill them!”

I suppress a sigh. Simpletons. Just attack an armed group you know nothing about and only barely have numbers on, sounds like a wonderful plan.

Done to Here   -

After we dealt with the group there was only left, I was about to take him down with my blades then a blue glowing fist came through his heart appeared. I was scared but was ready for this.

"There's no need for the hostility" said the elf with nice white hair. Dear lord he was handsome but could be dangerous. I hate when I'm attracted to the most dangerous men and most of them are not greatly look upon by my family.

"Who are you and what are you doing here? " I said standing ready if he pulls anything.

"these people are slave hunters and unfortunately I'm a slave" he said looking at me.

"too many hunters for one person unless you've killed the person who supposedly owns you? " I didn't want to say the world slave because he didn't seem dangerous towards us.

"well I'm lined with lyrium which that explains the markings all over me, this make me look like a monster" he said looking to himself.

" I don't really care about the markings I actually liked them already you dont have like 20 different people's blood on you" I said with a smile.

"That is true, I rather have markings than blood" Varric said.

The guy smiled and blush. "I'm Fenris"

"I'm Era Hawke"

"Varric"

"Bethany" Fenris seemed uneasy with Bethany.

"Merrill, nice to meet you" she said happily.

"is there anymore of them? " I said looking around.

"there's more at my old masters house in hightown" he said

"do you need any help" I said.

"Thanks for the offer you just met me I don't want you to go to any trouble. " he looked at me.

"it's fine I don't mind" I looked back at my companions. "do you guys want to help its fine if you wanna go home now"

All of them looked tired from the fight and apologize for not coming but I told them to have a good night rest. I went with Fenris to Hightown along the way I wanted to know more about him, I had this feeling when first meeting him.

"so.. How did you get away? "

"I ran away with a group of bandits spent some time with them but Darnius still found me" he said looking around.

"He's still trying to find because of your markings isn't it? " I looked at him, he wasn't scary at all, I loved his markings so much. He noticed me looking and said

"Yes these markings gives me power... "

"and Darnius is using you as a guard for him? "

"well yes and no I was he's little experiment he came up with" he looked at me.

"But why would he do that? I looked concerned

"he was my master and master do whatever they want to their property" he said with disdain.

"I don't like that at all" I said looking at him. We kept on walking and finally made it to Hightown and found Darius mansion.

"we can't use the front door, we have to go around" he said

We found a backwater into the mansion and a few minutes later we cleared through the mansion and ended up in what look like a bedroom.

"He's not here? Is this one of his numerous hiding places? " I sat down on a chair next to the table.Fenris sat down as well with wine in his hand.

"he's probably waiting outside right now" he drank some wine.

" I don't think so" fixing my hair, it was a mess from this eventful night.

"You look fine" he said looking at me.

"well mine is not all perfect all the time like yours! " I said brushing through it with my fingers. Sometimes I love my long black hair but then I don't like it.

He chuckled. " if I knew who would have gone to that house I would of gone by myself"

" why is that? " finished with my hair.

"I didn't know a woman like you would go into that" he drank some more.

" I think that's the wine talking" I blush.

" no it's not maybe I should practice talking to a beautiful woman like you" he smiled

" I hope it's only me" what was I was saying I just met him but... But he was so I dont know how to explain, I have this feeling about him.

"I'm sure I lived long but no woman show me the respect you give me and you barely know me. I don't want you to stay up all night long with me, I want you to sleep, I'm pretty sure your busy" he said

"I don't mind talking to you Fenris" I smiled. He smiled back. His smile so gorgeous

"I'm more worried about you going home if you mind I would like to make sure your taken home safely" he said and got up walked towards me. "let's go"