Description: a lost boy makes fun of you for having long girly hair and says you aren’t tough and are just a useless girl so you take a dagger and chop it off to prove to him hair means nothing and it’ll just grow back so who cares

You had always had long luscious locks ever since you had come to know Neverland it wasn’t that big of a deal if you had a job to do you’d just pull it back into a braid, ponytail or bun then once done sometimes you’d let it fall down others you’d keep it tied up. Felix loved your long hair. He loved tangling his nimble fingers in it and playing with it. It had never seemed an issue for anyone that your hair was long. I mean why would it? You still got what you needed to get done done. So what was the issue? Well there wasn’t one until today. You were getting ready to go on a hunt with Felix. Your bow and arrows were slung across your back over the cloak you had on and you were tying your hair into a braid.

“Oh look the lost girl had to prep before going on a hunt. Look at her doing her hair like a princess.”, your head snapped to the side where a lost boy by the name of Elijah stood smirking and taunting .

“Excuse me?” , you went to stand up. Felix suddenly appeared beside you and held your arm.

“Love leave it be let’s go.”, now was felix doing this for your own protection scared you’d get harmed or he’d had to fight for you? Pftt more like to protect the lost boy. Felix knew you could hold your own he’d seen you get angry and fight away till you were soaked in sweat and blood poured from your knuckles. You were a lost girl after all. In his opinion you were tougher than some boys on the island, especially when provoked.

“No. What did you just say to me”, Felix was afraid of this. When you got angry you never backed down. NEVER.

“I said you were a princess. Whacha gonna do about it girl?”, ooo’s and ahh’s sounded from around as lost  boys and even Pan watched the argument. Felix was silent looking at you. He knew the look you had. Squinted eyes and a locked jaw. You were ready to fight and he knew it.

Elijah continued with his taunts, “I don’t even know why you’re on this island. You’re just like any other girl too busy with your hair.”, Felix was sure you’d pounce but instead you took a dagger from your side and sliced your hair off. It fell to the ground as boys stared but you just looked dead on at Elijah.

“What was that again? Next time..it won’t be the hair this dagger will be slicing through.”, and with that you shoved your way past him to your tent.

Felix stared at your hair on the ground then went to your tent as well. He found you inside with a clenched jaw and balled fist pacing back and forth. Your fiery eyes met his, “who does he think he is?!?”

Felix shook his head, “shh love. He’s ignorant and dumb..you didn’t have to do that.” , his hands reached for your hair that now fell to just your chin and was choppy.

“I don’t care. It’s just hair it will grow back.”

Felix smiled,” you are my fiery lost girl aren’t you?”

Description: you take a shower under a waterfall in a neverland and felix comes to join you and you guys have deep talks

Being a lost girl had always been fun to you. You loved the challenge, the adrenaline, the feeling of freedom. It was everything to you and you took the title of a tough kickass lost girl with pride, but even loving who you were you also still loved to relax and have time to yourself away from the noise and commotion to just think and clear your head. As you finished hauling lumber with Felix you told him you’d be back shortly for the bonfire. He nodded leaving a kiss upon your forehead and warning you to be careful.

Your feet aches as you walked towards your favorite secluded waterfall of Neverland. You had spent the days doing chores and fighting and even though time stood still on Neverland it felt as if you’d been working for centuries. A deep sigh escaped your lips as you neared the waterfall and stripped of your lost girl attire leaving it on the land to wash up after you did. The water cascaded down your shoulders neither hot nor warm but it felt amazing as you ran your fingers through your hair ridding it of leaves and dirt and anything else that had gotten stuck in it. You finally allowed yourself to relax and forget about the stress. All you focused on was the water running down your body....that was until you heard crunching of feet on leaves and felt someone’s presence. Your body turned rigid you were the most vulnerable you could be naked..no one knew of this spot but you and...

“Don’t worry darling it’s just me. I came to check up on you”, his raspy voice rang out.

You rolled your eyes playfully, “thanks for giving me a near heart attack felix. I thought I was about to have to kick someone’s ass naked.”

You could almost hear the smirk in his voice, “now that..I would not have minded my dear love.”

Another roll of your eyes,”shut up lost boy and get over here if you’re gonna be here.”

The sound of moving around was heard and then felix stripped down to skin was standing in front of you.

“Hi there beautiful one.”, his soft lips collided with yours as his arms brought your body closer to his own. Your body still ached even under his touch so you recoiled away from him almost hissing in pain.

His eyebrows scrunched and his eyes turned stormy, “my little dove? Are you okay? Did I hurt you?im sorry.”, your heart melted as his mom lip jutted out and his eyes held regret of something he had not even done.

“No baby you didn’t hurt me. It’s just been a long day and my body is sore is all.”

His eyes seemed to brighten knowing he hadn’t done anything wrong, “cmere then”

You stepped closer to felix an eyebrow raised as he gently spun your body around. His large warm hands began rubbing at the knots in your shoulders and back and you found yourself sighing with closed eyes.

“Does that help honey?”, you nodded leaning into him. Silence fell upon the two of you until you broke it your voice ginger, “Felix?”

A hum was sounded in response.

“Have you ever thought about..I mean life back home...I mean neverland is my home and I love it here and I love being a lost girl..but what If things were different .”

Felix’s hands stopped and rested on your shoulders, “love..of course I think of that but I don’t have a home to go home to. Neverland is my only home.”

(WARNING MADE UP ASS FELIX BACKSTORY WITH FEEEEELZZZZ)

“Tell me what happened”, you gingerly touched his face.

Stormy grey eyes bore into yours but like all of those in Neverland a dark hollow desperate look shined through. One that begged and pleaded for love and acceptance.

“I was eleven years old..and I lived in a small poor village with my mother my father and my little brother who was seven.My father...a dead beat abusive drunk..my mother..everyone knew her name on the streets..because she was always in other mans sheets and my brother all he ever wanted was to explore and have fun..then there was me stuck in the middle raising a brother and trying to always shield and protect him..I worked my ass off doing any job I could find so I could supply food for my brother..but of course it was always spent on alcohol from my father...well one day..it was worse than usual..my dad came home to my mother with another man and he lost it..he was already drunk out of his mind..and”, Felix seemed to choke up which you never thought possible., “well me and my brother walked in to see her lifeless body dead on the floor from him..then he came after us..but my brother wasn’t quick enough and I tried..I tried to save him but I couldn’t...so I ran and lived on the streets for years until when I was seventeen the shadow came and got me.”

You didn’t know what to say. All you could do was reach out and wrap your arms around him. You could see in his eyes he was trying so hard to be tough and strong.

“Felix...it’s okay baby..you can let down that wall with me..you don’t have to always be tough and strong my love you’ve been strong enough let it out..”, suddenly Felix’s body wracked with sobs as he clung to you like you were the only thing that could keep him from falling down an endless black hole, years streamed his face as he told you of all of his guilt. He took blame for his brother and mother.

“Felix don’t you dare it is not your fault there’s nothing you could have done you were just a kid baby it isn’t your fault it will never be your fault.”

His stormy eyes looked into yours shattered and needy which broke your heart.you pulled him closer if possible

“It’s okay I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere “

Description: After the lost boys are taken to storybrooke you take care of Felix..at first it’s awkward and weird but over time you two become best friends and are practically inseparable. FLUFFY LIKE HIS LIONS MANE HAIR!!!

A ding from the door of grannies brought you out of your bored trance. You were working the cash register and it was same as always just boring. You looked up and gasped. Stood before you were Hook and Emma the savior back from Neverland.

“We have the lost boys”

You gasped and ran out to see. Now of course you were worried for Henry but you were also excited because you had always loved the idea of Neverland and lost boys. Upon reaching the boat docks you see a group of about twenty or so boys who looked like ragged hooligans. They stood close together all not saying a word. Suddenly the blue fairy cane and gathered up the younger boys to bring to the local orphanage. That left about five or so older boys most of which sat with people who appeared to be parents. One though stood alone his arms crossed with a brooding look. He had blonde hair curly and crazy and a long scar running from the bridge of his nose to below his eye. The savior and Charmings were trying to talk to him but he wouldn’t respond so you decided to step in.

“This ones gonna go down to the jail we have a nice little cell for him.”, they said.

“Charming. No, maybe he did some bad things but cmon he’s still a lost one. If you guys won’t take him in and just want to throw him in a cell then he can stay with me at my apartment and I will keep eye on him”, you spoke with confidence because the truth be it you yourself felt lost and if you had just been taken from your home you wouldn’t want to be thrown in a cell.

“Fine.”, David grumbled walking off.

You looked at the blonde,”Hi my names Y/N.”, you smiled politely at him

He looked you over with a piercing gaze, “you didn’t have to do that. I would have been very well on my own.”

You looked down. Damn, you offer the guy a place to stay and all you get in return is attitude.

He sighed,”Felix..my name is Felix..and thank you for taking me in. It’s just..I don’t want to be here.”

You understood and just gave him a smile, “cmon let’s get you settled in Felix.”

Well it had been about a few weeks since you had taken felix under your wing and so far it was so weird and awkward. You had to teach him so many things like how to wash himself and his clothing and how to cook and clean. You didn’t so much mind you loved to know you were helping plus it was almost cute watching him pull a pitiful face while trying to wash a plate.

One day you had come home crying why? Because you had just figured out your boyfriend was cheating on you. The door slammed as you slid down to the floor in tears. Felix who was innocently sitting at the table drinking tea turned horror struck to see you a mess.

“Um...Y/N? What’s wrong?”, his voice was delicate but also seemed a little uncomfortable like he didn’t know what to do in this type of situation. Which of course you figured he didn’t. He had probably never dealt with a heartbroken girl on Neverland before so you couldn’t blame him.

“It’s nothing Felix. I’m okay.”, your voice deceived you breaking as you spoke.

The blonde lost boy walked over and knelt to you awkwardly putting an arm around you, “what is it that made you so upset hmm?”

For some reason the comfort of his arm and voice had you sobbing more and breaking down as you explained the story. By the end you were more tear stained than before and felix seemed angry.

“He doesn’t deserve you...I may not be the best with girls or know much about them but I know a girl as sweet and cool as you does not deserve that. He doesn’t deserve a single one of your tears darling please don’t waste them on a bum like him”, you smiled up at felix thankful for a friend.

“Thank you Felix..I’ll be okay but I should probably get some supper started for us I’m sure you’re starving.”, you choked out a laugh.

Felix nodded his head vigorously, “you don’t worry about it though. I’ll get it. You relax.”

He was being so sweet,”Are you sure?”

He nodded and turned on his heel towards the kitchen. You sighed appreciating his kindness and went to sit on the couch and watch some tv. About an hour later felix called you into the kitchen to get a plate. You walked in to see that he had made tacos. You made your plate and so did he and the two of you sat watching tv laughing and eating together before heading off to your rooms for bed.

Over the course of the next few months you and felix had become inseparable. There was never one without the other.

One day the two of you sat watching a movie under a blanket with your head on his shoulder.

“Hey darling..”, his voice said softly

“Yes Fe?”

He shuffled and turned to look you in the eyes,” I just wanted to say thank you for taking me in all those months ago and teaching me and all...I’ll admit at first I wasn’t too keen on it but now I’m glad because you’re my best friend. I don’t know what I’d do without you,and one day I want to get back to Neverland and take you with me and show you my world.”

You smiled your eyes tearing up,”Awe Fe! That’s so sweet. Trust me I feel the same and I’d love to come alone to neverland with you one day. Promise me we won’t get separated?”, you held out your pinky something the two of you always did.

Description!you have your period but because you want to see tough and not a baby you try to play it off like your fine but felix still notices

Being the only girl on Neverland was hard enough, but now here you were in bed tossing and turning from the pain in your abdomen. Yes, it was that time of the month and you were suffering. You were determine though to get through it like you were fine so the boys wouldn’t notice and tease you for being weak because of some pains. You had gone to tinker bells the previous day knowing what was coming and she managed to get you some pads somehow,but as you lay in bed you decided it was time to get up before the boys came wandering in. You got up and got dressed and made your way outside trying to hide how uncomfortable you felt.

“Good morning my dove”,strong arms wrapped around you and warm hands rested upon your abdomen easing the pain. You turned in Felixs arms.

“Hi baby good morning to you too.”,sweet lips planted upon yours.

“You ready for training? It starts soon.”

You grimaced at the thought of moving around so much with this cutting pain but played it off,”you know it Fe! Bet I can get more bullseyes than you can!”

Felix rolled his eyes,”dream on sweet one..are you okay? You seem off?”,stormy eyes pierced yours as his eyebrows knit together.

You wanted to explain to him and maybe get out of training and just cuddle with your love but you knew you couldn’t. You had to keep a reputation of a tough lost girl up and going,”I’m fine baby cmon let’s go” with that you took felixs large hand in yours and walked to the practice area, but after maybe half an hour the pain worsened and your performance was at an all time low and the boys seemed to notice.

“Love are you sure you’re okay? You don’t look to well?”, felixs voice rang in your ear

You smiled despite the pain and nodded to him and went back to loading your arrow in the bow, but suddenly a twist occurred in your gut and next thing you knew you were hunched over puking your guts out. Gasps were heard all around but felix silenced them as he held your hair back and rubbed your back.

“Hey it’s okay love get it out. Cmon let’s get you back to your tent to rest up some”,Felix gingerly lifted you into his strong arms and carried you to your tent..you began weeping into his chest hating feeling weak..you had totally blown in.

“Hey hey hey,no crocodile tears beautiful one it’s okay. Now tell me what’s going on?”, Felix spoke. You had reached your tent and he sat on your little bed holding you close in his arms.

You explain to felix about your period and the pains through it all he looked a little uncomfortable but still listened and held you.

“And I know this is gonna make me sound weak but it just hurts so bad I can’t take it!”

Felix shook his head his curls bouncing,”dove, from how you’ve described it I don’t think it makes you weak. Hell if anything it makes you sound tougher than any list boy on this island. That experience sounds horrid! Let me do anything to help.”, he looked at you with the most pitiful face,”I hate you in pain.”

You smiled curling more into his chest,”this is all I need to make it better Fe.”

Description:Felix is such a mystery and you want to know more.

The pair stayed in the water goofing off and playing until the neverland sky grew dark and starts twinkled high above their heads.

“Why did you ask me to come Y/N?”,Felix let out a breath of air.

Pink blossomed upon the girls cheeks, “Because Felix, you always lone it and stay by yourself so I figured why not.”

Thoughts swirled in Felix’s head like a tornado. Did she actually care about him and what he did? No one had before..Felix was used to be alone, but now even the thought of separating from Y/N after their time together seemed hard. The two got from the water and started the walk back to camp. Cold seeped into Y/N’s bone and sent shivers through her which Felix noticed. He untied his cloak and draped it over the girl. Her lips curved up in gratitude for the new found warmth.

“Thank you.”

That day something in felix heart changed...the ice melted and warmth flooded in..warm from her..he became less cold and more caring especially towards the lost girl.

About a month or so after their swimming day after they had grown close they were sitting in a meadow...

His eyes trailed to her body that sat beside him,”thank you.”

Her eyebrows knit in confusion as that heavenly smile graced her face,”for what Fe?”

“Saving me from myself”

“Oh Fe, I didn’t save you..you saved yourself.”