#felix soft

8 girls. 8 guys.

And one cunt desperate for a good fuck.

You weren't trying to get picked by anyone in particular. You were so horny that anyone would do.

You stood there, the sky-blue robe hanging loose over your chest and tied in a hasty bow like you didn't care how it looked.

Because you didn't.

You weren't the prettiest girl in the room. Or the shyest. Or the easiest to love. But you were visible. Confident. And trying to see through the one-way glass when the light finally turned green.

Chan walked in first. Warm smile, textbook big dick energy. He gave everyone a nod, but chose someone else who totally seemed like a virgin. That was a ride she wouldn't survive...you snorted in disbelief at his taste.

Lee Know didn't look at anyone but his aide, which was a little disappointing, but there were 6 others left to please you.

Changbin smirked down the line like he was browsing and you cocked your brow at his biceps. It would be fun to be tossed around by him...but alas, he chose the girl in pink.

Hyunjin tripped over air, and you rolled your eyes at how pitiful he looked.

Han had more charisma than you were expecting, but was a little too submissive. His aide grabbed his tie, and he didn't even stop her.

Then Felix entered.

You didn't expect him to be that blonde or that sharp around the edges. His black dress shirt was fitted and rolled at the sleeves, and his pants hugged his ass so well it felt unfair. But it was his deep and silky voice that caught your attention when he said quietly while fingering the sheer gossamer of your robe, "My favorite color."

You smirked as you imagined the way he would sound moaning your name, and then lied, "I know."

"I'm Felix," he said while offering his hand.

You took it but held your knuckles towards his lips.

"Lucky me," you murmured, letting him greet your hand with a kiss.

Once Seungmin and I.N. chose their aids, you were permitted to board the elevator. Unluckily, you got stuck beside Seungmin whose idea of foreplay was describing some fuck ass fish he was obsessed with.

Felix stayed close behind you, and, as if he could sense your readiness to pound the puppy square in the jaw, he snaked his arm around you.

You leaned back slightly, brushing your bare shoulder against his chest.

Felix leaned in, his voice near your ear. "You smell good."

You glanced back at him in surprise...the fish talk fading away in the background.

"What do I smell like?" you teased playfully.

Felix leaned close and inhaled deeply, his eyes closing as he did so, his soft red lips upturning to a smile. "Vanilla," he answered as he gently pulled you closer.

Fuck...he knew exactly what he was doing to you, and he wasn't even trying that hard.

"Wrong," you lied and turned back to face the doors, choosing this time to keep Seungmin's voice on mute.

When the elevator finally opened, you nearly ran out of it with Felix in tow. The forest they had made nearly took your breath away. The skylight above was bright and warmed the soft grass underfoot perfectly. Nearby, koi were swimming through aquariums embedded in stone. You heard someone gasp.

"First time seeing it?" Felix asked.

"Obviously," you gaped as you reached out to smell a flower.

"You should see it at night. Or in the rain."

"I'm sure I will," you smiled and moved along, searching for the room that was his. It was quite easy to find since they had signs with their animals carved outside.

You bounded up the steps eagerly, knowing the faster you got inside, the faster you could get him naked. You let him open the door and stepped in, pulling him by his collar.

"Finally," you groaned as you pushed him against the door to close it.

"I...Are you hungry?" he asked, his cheeks burning red.

"Is that your play, Lixie?" you teased. "To ask me if I'm hungry?"

"I have...um..." Felix swallowed nervously. "There's leftover pizza, or we can have a driver get us something else if you'd like. Oh! And I made you cookies."

"You bake, Lixie?" You twirled his hair around your finger and inhaled, the scent of chocolate chip cookies wafting in the air.

"I try," he shrugged shyly and removed himself from where he'd been stuck between you and the door to retrieve a cookie tin. "Here, try one."

You turned curiously and then wide-eyed. "Oh! Fuck! You weren't kidding!"

"Of course not," he said earnestly as you took a bite. They were fucking delicious...so delicious you could've had an orgasm right there.

"Damn Felix. These are amazing," you exclaimed as you ate the last bite.

"I'm glad you like them," he said sweetly as he returned the tin to the kitchen.

In his absence, you took notice of his room. It was warm and a little cluttered. Not messy, just lived-in. A stack of board games sat in the corner: Risk, Clue, some random ones in Korean. A Nintendo Switch was docked under a flat-screen TV. Blankets were piled on the couch like he napped there regularly, and a nearly-empty tin of runt cookies sat on the table. And the entire place smelled like cinnamon apple.

You circled the room.

"You game too?"

"Obsessively," he said, and then added, "Wanna play sometime?"

You turned back to him slowly, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. "I'd love to play with you, Lixie," you murmured before placing your hands on his chest. "Do you think you'll end up on top?"

He raised a brow. "Oh..I...um..."

You liked him. Too much. And that was dangerous.

You glanced down at the robe tied loosely around your waist. You knew it was thin. You knew you weren't wearing anything under it. You stepped a little closer so your chest was against his.

Felix didn't flinch. He looked you right in the eye like a true gentleman. "We have a party in a little bit," he informed you with a nervous shake in his voice.

"You can do a lot in a bit," you whispered before kissing his neck.

Felix whimpered and instinctively wrapped his arms around you. "(Y/n)?" he moaned...and it sounded just as pretty as you had hoped.

"Let me make you feel good, Lixie," you begged as you drove your hand down his chest, then across his stomach and even further until you were palming his bulge.

He sighed and squeezed your sides.

"Already hard for me?"

"I need..." he whined.

"Already Lixie?" you teased. "Go ahead. Cum for your chicky."

"No," he placed his hands over yours, stopping you from continuing. "Not yet. Not like this."

He backed away and held your hand instead, as if he didn't want you to feel rejected. "We need to get ready for the party.

With a pout you followed him and let him change you into some frilly yellow dress that matched his yellow pants. It looked like fucking easter.

You left shortly after getting changed to head out to meet everyone. He led you through the forest with easy conversation about how pretty you looked which was nice to hear but it would've been nicer with a cock in you.

When you arrived, Chan was already standing on the table giving a speech. Felix guided you to a blanket near the back and sat beside you. His thigh brushed yours, and he reached his hand out, allowing you to place yours in his.

"Chan's door is even open at 3AM if you need it," Felix whispered to you. "Trust me, I tested it when I set the fire alarm off baking once."

You laughed, and he grinned. "That's a nice sound."

"What is? The fire alarm?" you joked.

"No, your laugh," he smiled.

You rolled your eyes. "Careful, Felix. Keep talking like that and I'll climb into your lap."

His voice dropped half an octave. "Would that be a problem?"

Your stomach flipped...maybe he wasn't opposed to you after all. You sat there, wondering how to test that theory when someone called for a one-on-one spin the bottle partner.

You didn't ask. You got up and abandoned Felix to play. You sat on the blanket next to Han's date, and Felix's eyes followed you.

The bottle spun. It landed expectedly, and you didn't hesitate. You kissed her...slow, a little showy, enough to make someone whistle.

When you looked back, Han was very interested...very, very interested.

Felix wasn't even looking anymore and was busy pulling blades of grass from the ground with a pout.

You didn't mention it right away. Not when he offered you a drink. Not when you caught him staring into the fire instead of you.

Only once you were in your shared tent, curled under the blankets, did you say it.

"You're mad."

"No," he argued.

You rolled onto your side. "You haven't looked at me since I kissed her."

He was quiet. You tried to read him, but it was impossible.

Then he said, "I'm not mad. I just didn't like it."

You blinked.

"I know it's just a game," he said softly, voice a little hoarse now. "But I don't like sharing."

Your breath caught. "You didn't tell me that."

"I didn't think I'd have to. You're my aid."

That hurt. Not because he was cruel. But because he wasn't. Not at all. Even when he was hurting he was careful.

You frowned.

"I liked your robe because it was my favorite color." He swallowed. "I thought that meant you wanted me."

"I do," you assured him. "A lot." You sighed, hating to be vulnerable. "I didn't think you wanted me. You basically declined sex earlier."

Felix shook his head and reached for your hand in the dark. "I didn't meant to make you feel that way. I've just...I've been wanted for a lot of things, chicky. Sex. Fame. Proximity. Image. I've been wanted by people who didn't care if I was happy, as long as they got what they needed."

You sat up slowly, absorbing his words like blows to your chest.

"I was hoping this would be different," he sighed.

You didn't know what to say. It made a lot of sense that you'd need to earn his trust before his dick.

So you leaned forward. And kissed his cheek.

He turned to you, eyes soft, hurt still lingering. "I hate that I have to test people," he whispered. "But I don't know how else to live now."

Your chest cracked wide open. You hadn't meant to treat him like the others before you. Sure you wanted to be fucked, but you wanted to get to know him too...you just thought that could come later.

You curled into him and let him hold you, seeing him now for who he was and what he really needed.

"I'm sorry, Felix. I didn't mean..."

"It's okay," he ran a soft hand up your back as he fought back tears. "I just need time before I'm there. Is that...is that okay?" he asked.

"Of course it is," you kissed his chest. "And until you're ready, there's plenty of video games you can lose."

He laughed and squeezed you tighter. "We'll see about that."