:’’’’’) thank you for send, maddie

1. cats. SPECIFICALLY, my cat, Greyleen. especially when she slow blinks at me. i feel true peace in those moments. 

2. exalted. i’d say ttrpgs in general, but i’m pretty fixated on exalted atm. specifically, ghost bloods. SPECIFICALLY, Black Ice Shadow. Starry-Eyed Moody Ghoul Boy is very near and dear to my heart and i can’t even explain why.

3. thunderstorms! THUNDER! THUNDER! THUNDER! 

4. the medium of webcomics makes me pretty happy. i love seeing how many different ways people make the composition of the pages work and flow together, and how the colors clash and harmonize. its real gucci shit, man.

5. listening to people ramble about shit. i never feel like im able to contribute to discussions or ask very good questions to help facilitate further rambling, but like, i always feel honored when people choose to ramble about things to me.

listen to catalyst here!

sdfhghsd tysm!!!!!! it’s a really big ego boost to know that y’all enjoy my curation so much!!!!! i try to cover lots of genres + include a bit of homegrown music

and ‘bassically’ is a BOP heck. i have a bit of tei shi in my library but she’s def an artist i need to explore more thoroughly!!!!

thank u maddie I love and adore u

💀 Has your OC ever lost anyone to death? Multiple people? People close to them? How does the loss make them feel?

Snow lost her adoptive father a few years prior to the age I plan to be playing her as. that’s worded a little weird. BASICALLY it’s been a couple years since her daddy died dkjfhdskjf THAT’S ALL

her father passed to illness, and at the time, it was extremely hard. Snow doesn’t deal with loss very well, especially loss of people or things she holds dear. she’s had a reoccurring theme of people leaving or abandoning her throughout her life, so I think when her father first passed, she was even... angry at him? it wasn’t rational, but all she could think about was how he left her behind just like everyone else

now, though, I think she’s made her peace with it. she loved her father dearly and continues to sing and perform in his honor. 😔

💧 What makes your OC lose hope, what makes them give up and feel helpless? Have they ever given up on something really important or let go of a dream? What are some of their biggest regrets? Would they ever try again (if they’re able to)?

I THINK HONESTLY THIS TIES IN REALLY CLOSELY TO THE QUESTION ABOVE? Snow is, surprisingly, very optimistic (probably a side effect of being raised by a halfling) but if she feels she’s being left behind by those she cares about, she can fall into a spiral very quickly. she’s not one to give up very easily, she can be very bullheaded and stubborn about getting what she wants, but there are certain things that can make her shut down and want to give up :(

1. if you were to have Hanahaki disease, what flowers would you cough up?

hmmm probably either forget me nots or lily of the valley!! or baby’s breath :v maybe even some combination of all three? just yarfing up a whole bouquet sdfjkhskfj

16. describe your ideal fantasy outfit

OOOOH!! a big, long, fuzzy cloak is a MUST… real fur, but ONLY from an animal where the entire body has been used so there’s no waste. I do love elegant ball gowns with really long trains, but I think I’d prefer something more practical. trousers and boots, or maybe a flowy skirt with leggings and footwraps? or leggings with a longer tunic over top. I’m indecisive LOL. I looove swishy, soft fabrics though. loose fitting comfy stuff. maybe something similar to what a bard would wear! oh, and lots of pastel cool colors!! especially purples and blues. maybe some pinks too, and blacks and browns for the neutrals (like my boots and belts and things) I’d probably carry books and sketching materials and paints in a leather pack, and keep potions and vials on my belts. also!! lots of accessories, like necklaces and earrings and things. not too many bracelets or rings though, since those kinda get in the way. finally, I’d probably carry daggers and staves. the daggers would be smaller but very ornate, with flowers engraved on the blade and handle. the staff would be made out of wood, maybe something dark like mahogany or cherry!!

17. of all the fantasy races to ever exist, which one would you be?

aaaaa this is super hard… I love love LOVE beast races, so maybe something like a khajiit from elder scrolls? I also really like elves too and play them in pretty much every fantasy game I have so… maybe an elf! or, like, a half-elf. OR MAYBE EVEN A HALFLING… it’s so hard to pick just one!! if I could make up my own race, I’d probably have the stature of a halfling but with feline qualities! so, like, the cat ears and the tail… and maybe I have a full feline beast form too. like a WERECAT!!! that sounds sick

25. favorite childhood story? (doesn’t have to be a fairy tale)

there was actually this book I used to read ALL the time back in elementary and middle school called Fairest by Gail Levine. it’s set in the same world as Ella Enchanted, and it’s basically about a girl who lives in a kingdom where singing and beauty are the top two prized qualities. she has a beautiful voice, but she isn’t very pretty, so she’s a bit of an outcast and just mostly hides in the shadows until she becomes lady-in-waiting to the new queen. I haven’t read it in a really long time, but it was probably one of my favorites back in the day. maybe I’ll reread it soon!

35. what song would the bards sing about you when you passed by?