#feeling ew

Thinking about how the first kiss would go and giggling

Having a crush is so cringe like you’re just living your life and some guy comes around and inwardly, for no fucking reason, you’re just like, please please please look at me and talk to me and think I’m cool and cute, and something mildly upsetting happens and you’re like, if they hugged me everything would be fine. The only reason this person is special is because your insides, against your will, were like, hmm, that one. let’s make up little scenarios and project on That One specifically. And you ask yourself why? The answer: the vibes. That’s so stupid.

Need a woman to put her hand in the center of my chest and gently lie me down on the bed and give me soothing touches and calming words

I wanna fall asleep but I can't stop thinking. brain pls stfu!!!

Its 2:30am and I feel like shit, I feel so much like shit. Physically and mentally. Nothing can save me now. 

tonight's a night for shitty rock music at full volume to block out the sound of shitty thoughts and shitty feelings