#feeling empowered

also… it’s because i needed to fuel my Eddie obsession even more. my motto: if you can’t date them, be them.

But ya know what? I'm in control of that error. I can take the time to pick out the pieces I like and build from it, improve upon my mistakes, and even change it entirely. At least I know I have the power to veto and not have to lean on the idea.

I like Tumblr because it is like a blog, which is the best kind of way to express yourself to the entire world rather than just to the people around you. But I’m also starting to see that it’s very important, if not more important, to keep your attention on what is directly in front of you and not the things that are not in your control. But talking about the problems in the world and thinking about the entire world while also being aware of where you are and being MINDFUL, that is my goal. So right now I’ve deleted all other social media accounts (Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, etc.) and will just be using Tumblr because Tumblr is everything in one and it allows us to express ourselves in the best kind of way: by writing and speaking and not just focusing on what an image can tell about who you are because that is a very difficult task. One day, I’ll be back to social media if only to build my networks throughout all of the different platforms the internet has to offer. However, I’m in no rush to go back to that. Social media is to me a curse and a blessing. It’s very distracting and it takes away from where you are at the present moment. At the end of my life I don’t want to wish that I had never focused so much on social media and had enjoyed life more. I want to know that at the end I did all of the things that please me to do. Satisfying others’ desire to see a beautiful woman is not one of them. 

Until next time,