#feedethoughts

Honestly instead of beating myself up about it (because I literally did everything right, my uni is just a mess and this country hates immigrants)

Im just gonna indulge myself until I pop

I already bought some much needed bras (Im wearing one thats ripped rn, its so cute but its falling apart due to the sheer size of my melons 😗)

I figured out that my current cup size is 80F for those curious heehee and the bras feel so much better.

I also ate some yummy ramen at a restaurant with a gin and tonic. It felt sooo nice to be tipsy and full.

Afterwards I bought some heavy cream and condensed milk. Im going to eat that with some berries and fruits :D which im excited for...

Im also going to make myself some tortellini with bacon bits and cream sauce for dinner. Then finish off some leftover chocolate.

My skin has been sensitive as well, I think my stretch marks are growing. It's been so itchy where the healed marks are. So to help I got some lotion.

But oof, my indulgence is really showing, I have a little pooch under my shirt that I can't hide no matter what I do. Earlier when I was fetching towels for a customer and my belly was peaking out. My pants also digging into my love handles a bit oop.

Hell even going down the stairs my shirt was riding up 😮‍💨🫠

Like in general, my lower body looks so thick and plump compared to what Im used too.

But maybe I could fit another 800 calories....

Like what do you mean your ass is too big for your underwear and your pants???

That you're pants are so tight there's no hiding anything???