#fedya.txt

so i started the hell year of 2016 thinking i was unlovable and destined to be alone and all that. i had been in love with fay since like the first time we talked and we were pretty close in january but... obviously we weren’t dating then. i remember i  spent the first part of february hoping i’d get a valentines day message from him (lmao) bc i was so!!!!! smitten!!! and then 3 months later on may 5th 2016 i sent him a message. and he liked me back. and we??? became a couple???? i still don’t believe it. i’m so lucky. i walked everywhere with a smile on my face the weeks that came after that, and i still do. everyone said that i glowed. my heart was glowing. i was finally with the person i loved who loved me back.

fay has shown me that i am lovable. i honestly didn’t think i was lovable for a variety of reasons until i met him. i’m just so so lucky to have a person like him in my life, i will never stop saying that, ever. he means so much to me. he makes me such a better person, he makes me so happy, he makes me feel so comfortable, i don’t know where i’d be or what i would do without him. i love him so so much.

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