#february20th2016

I apologize to my own self for not writing as often as I should be writing. Sometimes life gets busy and frustrating and stuff comes up so you don't really find time for yourself. 

I have been painting a lot, but i actually lost one of my most prized paintings i've done yesterday and it really broke my heart. Although...whatever, i can redo it. My grandfather paints as well, so it makes me happy that when i go and visit him we will have lots to discuss. 

Everyday I find myself thinking more and more of the future and my goals to succeed as an adult, im going to try  to get an internship this summer so I can save up for my tuition. It’s a full time job cooking, which sounds like a lot of fun to me personally. It also looks super good on any resume. 

On an even more self absorbed note, my birthday is in six days, in six days I shall be one step away from a teenager; seventeen. I am climbing the totem poll slowly but surely.