#fea talks

i am definitely not ovulating, so why am getting so giddy over a 3d man

i love my classes because why did my professor just pull up with free donuts

sometimes you gotta tell yourself that in the end, this self hate and self loathing are just mean thoughts, and some of them are true, but all of them are fixable.

absolutely hilarious that i harp irl on how i feel so unloved and undesirable and then i pull up to tumblr.com and read how doomed and down bad fictional man is on his knees, trembling, for me to look his way.

i'm done being desired for my brain, can someone want me for my big heart and fat ass for once 🙄

trying to be kinder, and more realistic with myself like yes i dont think i deserve my internship because there's so much other people who could benefit more from it, and have the chops to grow so much from it but!!! girl what can you even do. call up mr bossman and be like "you made a mistake i shouldnt be here"? all that self doubt and no where to put it

shitposting on main because i was suddenly reminded of this girl i knew who was allergic to red onions like if i were her i couldnt eat anything at all from feacountry like imagine not being able to connect to your culture like that

So I had a couple of paragraphs of degaed!Dean written, but it got deleted, and now I’m feeling less than enthusiastic trying to make it all up. I’ll try another night, okay? <3