#fcrcebound

             bright curious eyes, watched him as he spoke       as much as she knew how she should feel towards the man, there was intrigue and admiration shown in her eyes when the man was in her presence. it was hard to dislike and distance yourself from someone when you had a bond as strong as theirs. while she had started out, pushing him out of her mind; finding a moments quiet, it was too draining on her to continue doing it. especially when she had an image to maintain. his speech, his beliefs are what still unnerved her, no matter how comfortable she got around him.

         ‘ and you truly believe that one sole person should have that kind of power? that the          fate of of our existence should be in another’s hands? don’t you think we should each           get the right to make our own paths? ’

           her words didn’t mirror the way she should be behaving. there was a certain mindset that she was expected to stay within. dark thoughts about proceeded to follow every command of the first order. looking at him under her lashes, she set her jaw, unmoving on her stance. surely Kylo knew by now that she would be loyal, but she wouldn’t be completely breakable. she hoped that she’d never lose sight of the light in the world, even when she felt the deep tug of the dark from within her. 

 @fcrcebound // Send me a URL and I’ll tell you how great they are! (accepting)

So I pretty much never pay attention to those ‘reblog/like if you’re a _____ roleplay blog’, I don’t know why. Maybe I’m generally too self-depreciating to assume that someone is going to like what they see, but I did with hers! She followed me! And nothing happened. BUT THEN!!!! She liked my starter call.

The rest is history. (that I’m going to get sappy about now)

Honestly before I go into a love letter to Sam, I’ll say that I’m very much into her Kylo Ren portrayal. It’s so accurate to what we know of him, and what we don’t she’s filled in beautifully with her own interpretation. Right now it’s late and I’m lacking the super flowery language to get into how complex I find her portrayal, but (imo) it’s one of the best I’ve seen so far. Trust me. Every aspect of him is seamlessly fit – it doesn’t feel like a different character when he goes from brutal violence to vulnerable and trying to connect to another person. It’s all just him. I find myself reading all of her threads, often in complete awe. 

I love how our writing compliments each other. I love the emotion she brings to our thread ( that I can promptly smash to pieces because what the hell is Arris going to do with touchy-feely stuff? EW. ) We aren’t dialogue heavy, which is such an interesting change for me, since I usually write chatty characters, and I would have never thought I could do that but she brings out some of the best in my writing. Don’t even get me started on Arris and Kylo. Their chemistry is all I could ask for. It isn’t perfect, it isn’t even ideal. There’s nothing emotionally fulfilling about their relationship. It a really uncomfortable type of shipping, that I’d be nervous to explore with almost anybody else.

As for Sam, herself. Look. I don’t really bond with people on the internet anymore (not easily anyway) but talking to her feels like the most natural thing for me. It isn’t awkward, I don’t feel pressured to make The Best Impression! , and I’ve never been so heart-eyes about someone who tells me to go to bed. Plus she’s really talented with photoshop 'n stuff. I love her.

SEND ME ♪ FOR A SONG THAT REMINDS ME OF YOUR MUSE; Accepting

To him, she paints herself as the picture of obedience --

'you have power over me...', she'll say. Not with words, but by the way she stands at attention behind him. Her dedication is seemingly immune to the hours spent with nothing else to do but follow after him, until he sends  her away for the evening.

  ( and sometimes she reckons she'll go insane, if  she continues this way )

Rosy lips are quirked just so. Pristine eyes attentive. For him, she doesn't hide her soft features beneath the severity her face has grown too accustomed to. And how is he to know this is unusual for her? When she remained so beneath his notice? Truthfully, Arris can't be sure if this really is what he wants -- and that IRKS her. His face, she's only ever known as a mask of unforgiving metal; unreadable, even to  her...

Whatever he feels, she'll likely never know.

                           Assuming he feels at all -- and if not, what does                              that  make this? Besides a waste of her time?

Send my muse a kink and they'll rate it based on interest

        {★} “He’s in a bad mood again.” She heard the storm trooper mutter to his companion as Lily went down the hall to her lab. She had been working on the Bio-weapon for weeks, the equations were almost perfect. She paused going into her lab, someone was there looking over her cams and tablets. “Can I help you?” She inquired stepping into the room only for the door to slam behind her as she jumped her brown eyes wide.

               “I-I dont have any appointments... today... If you need medical assistance then the med center....”