I cant believe I binge-ate so much yesterday. I also ate so much this morning...I feel gross and disgusting and I'm punishing myself so much for this.
Hmmm....what if...okay I'm really realizing this, I'm not performing. But what if instead of punishing myself for eating so much, maybe I shud be happy I got to eat good food. I got to eat food that made me enjoy eating :). And that I just use this as motivation to workout and watch what I eat next time.
Its so weird for me to say this but internally I think I'm as strong and buff as Emily Blunt or Katniss, or Tris, or Rey or any Female Avenger hahaha but I think I've always felt ashamed that I dont look like them...
But yk im glad that Endgaame Thor exists. Cos he showed that you can be worthy and strong and awesome even if ure going thru somethings and also if uve put on a little weight










