#fatherunit

Day 74 of 365: Another unsuspecting victim. This time my father passed out on a bed. #father #fatherunit #cracksmeup #family #dad (at San Marcos, Texas)

i hate the world 

The other night I had a dream that dad didn't die, he faked his death and we had to keep up appearances that he was dead but we could still see him and talk with him I really wish that was true

I hate people Well, most of them There's like 10 people I don't hate

I suddenly just really started hating the world.... In particular our student worker who, idk why, just really drives me nuts. Im so tired of being at work today x_x

All of last week I was fighting for some semblance of normal if nothing else to take a break from crying This week I'm pretty back to normal but I think I may need to take breaks from normal to cry

Well today's been a shit day, I feel like I'm going to be sick and my wonderful and caring boyfriend (please don't read that sarcastically, he's been such a great help throughout all of this) and I are slightly at odds with each other Overall my heart feels heavy and I don't know what to do with myself or even if I would want to do anything at all