[ rub ] – for the sender muse to rub up and down the receiver’s back / shoulder as a means of comfort. hey :))))
you chose: for the sender muse to rub up and down the receiver’s back / shoulder as a means of comfort.
❝ i'm fine. ❞ though she doesn't push the other's hand away.
toph will admit — maybe she had gone overboard tonight, but in her defence, how couldn't she be ? she gets it, everyone's happy with their partners, and they all deserve to be. but she'd thought, when she'd agreed for this so-called mini vacation for all of them that they could... that they could be a team again or something, instead of everyone having already paired up on their own. and yeah, she knows, she wasn't exactly being pleasant — mouth too quick to retort, too angry to be polite — but toph couldn't help from feeling entitled anyhow.
she didn't come here to witness their lovey-dovey show. she wanted adventure. fun. maybe some contact sport if any of them are up to it but all they wanted to talk about was marriages and engagements and if they'd gone and had their fortune read as a couple. and it's– toph likes to think she doesn't mind her friends getting together. hell, she's happy for all of them, but it's- it's- it's also infuriating. it's like, she wouldn't even exist unless she could somehow be on par to whatever stage of life they're all at.
and how could she be, right ? because toph can somewhat admit they're right: she's mean and rude. little spoiled girl throwing her tantrum when things wouldn't go her way. how could someone...
how could someone want that? even her 'friends' seemed all fed up with her.
❝ listen, it's whatever. ❞ she finally shrugs off suki's hand on her back. toph moves to pile her clothes — haphazard and carelessly — into the small bag she'd packed them in in the first place. she remembers being so excited then, announcing to her lily rivers that they shouldn't expect her for at least a week. she'd planned on tagging along one of her friends for a bit longer after this vacation adjourns, but it seems even that plan is shot. like she said though, whatever. toph'll deal. ❝ it's not like any of you were wrong. just ... i'm tired, okay ? i want to go, suki. ❞
the intimacy of hands, accepting.