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I always forget I can literally ask you anything here
So random question time:
1. What’s the longest fic you’ve read & how many words?
2. Favourite colour?
3. First fandom you were in?
You are, obviously, under absolutely no obligation to answer all, or any of these, as you should know.
But I am rather curious.
Have a lovely day, Steph, and a lovely rest of your life at that. You deserve it ❤️
Hi Nonny!
NO NO NO I LOVE ANSWERING QUESTIONS LIKE THIS!!! Makes me so happy and makes me feel like you guys actually do like me LOL.
1: What’s the longest fic you’ve read & how many words?
OKAY So double checking on my filed fics offline list, and it's this one:
The Gilded Cage by BeautifulFiction (E, 326,887 w., 31 Ch. || Omegaverse || Omega Sherlock / Alpha John, Friends to Lovers, Dub Con, Reproductive Rights) – In a world where Omegas are the property of the elite Alphas, locked away and treasured by those wealthy enough to buy them, John never questioned his flatmate's secondary gender. Sherlock Holmes was an Alpha through-and through. Wasn't he? A chance discovery turns the world on its head, and John is left grappling to come to terms with Sherlock's past as events conspire to threaten their future.
But this series here is the longest one I've read from (I haven't read all the fics yet:
THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF JOHN WATSON Series by skyefullofstars (M, 647,634+ w. across 3 works || Series WiP || Angst, Violence, Non-Consensual Drugging, Hurt/Comfort, Nightmares, Torture, Drug Addiction, Kidnapping/Abduction, Disturbing Imagery, Killing, Past Child Abuse, Suicide Attempt, Homophobic Language, Minor Character Death, Espionage, Psychological Trauma, BAMF John/Sherlock, PTSD Sherlock, Murder Mystery) – While Sherlock grapples with his new-found feelings for John Watson, he faces a very real threat: John's kidnapping and shooting at the hands of James Moriarty. And the knowledge that the love of his life is being used to test an addictive drug - at the risk of John's sanity and life.
Gilded Cage and the first story of that series are fantastic, so give them a go :)
2. Favourite colour?
I have a few! Purple, blue and teal are my faves. My hair is purple and blue, I love it so much :D
3. First fandom you were in?
Oooo this is a tough one... I've been in fandom spaces as long as I can remember, but the one I was first ACTIVE in was Sonic the Hedgehog SatAM. I was a prolific fic writer for the series WAY BEFORE even FFNet even existed. I don't think the stories even exist online anymore (the website that they were hosted on, without warning, wiped everyone who was hosted on it when they got bought out) though I do still have the original copies of the word docs. They're TERRIBLY written (I wrote them when I was around 12) but I love them for the fact that they were my first foray into fanfiction. After that, subsequently, I was in the Darkwing Duck fandom, which I rejoined again a few years after and quietly departed when TMNT 2012 came out, and then Sherlock took over my brain space and I quietly left TMNT. Sherlock is the longest fandom I've been active in and the only one I've ever been "a voice" for (for lack of a better word I can't think of at the moment, LOL). Right now I'm not AS deep into Sherlock as I once was, but I still enjoy the fandom itself which is why I keep running this blog LOL.
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send here a compliment to a fandom creative you admire, a gushing rec of your favourite fanfic or fanart, a love letter to ex-mutual, or just an appreciative mention of someone you’ve met through fandom. sometimes, people we meet online, mutuals & other members of our online communities can play an important role in our lives — and leave a feeling of absence once the connection is lost. this blog exists to help reconnect, support or give closure. every submission will be published 𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻𝘆𝗺𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗹𝘆 with recipient’s @ & a nice floral arrangement to accompany your words.
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I just realised ineffable husbands overtook johnlock on ao3 in number of fics… so of course I am watching good omens for the first time now. On another note, do you have a doctor!john list?
Hey Nonny!
Oh has it?
Ah. So it has LOL. To be fair though:
There are, collectively, nearly double the fics in the Sherlock Fandom, so they probably average out to be about the same (don't ask me to math it, I am TERRIBLE at math LOL). AND the GO fandom kind of only has 2 popular ships (the Bureaucracy and the Husbands) whereas the Sherlock fandom has a TONNE of combinations that are pretty popular, LOL.
ANYWAY, yes, I do have Doctor John fics:
Doctor / Caretaker John
Doctor / Caretaker John Pt. 2
Doctor / Caretaker John Pt. 3
Doctor / Caretaker John Pt. 4
Doctor / Caretaker John Pt. 5
John at the Surgery
John is Currently a Doctor
Let me know if you're looking for anything else, or if anyone has some Doctor John fics to add, please do! :D
omg, i just finished achilles heel and i am totally speechless, tbh. i loved it—every single word, every sentence, just all of it. it brought out so many emotions i didn’t even think were possible for a fic to evoke.
the multi-pov format was amazing because we could see how deep the misunderstanding was between lando and her, especially since he really didn’t see what her problem was (such an idiot, but that is just typical for men!). and the way oscar really was the good guy... wow. this truly was a masterpiece.
(also, i would absolutely die for a part 2, but i completely understand if that’s not what you intended for this fic, so just sending all the love! but tbh, i wouldn’t be mad if you wrote another extremely angsty fic again—maybe you already have and i just need to stalk your masterlist now, because you are incredibly talented!)
Thank you so so much for taking the time to share your thoughts and for the love for this fic, it means the world, really 🥺🫶🏻
It honestly took everything out of me, but it’s the piece I’m currently most proud of in terms of story and how I structured it. Although... the amount of times I had to rewrite some scenes is actually stupid.
One thing I don’t usually like doing is explaining my writing because I firmly believe stories should become whatever you, the reader, need them to be in the moment you read them. Plus, once I press that POST button, it’s not entirely mine anymore.
But. Since you mentioned Oscar being the good guy (he is, without a doubt), I just wanted to touch on something that was really important to me while writing it: I never viewed Lando as the bad guy either. He was flawed, but not malicious.
By the time everything fell apart, he’d become so accustomed to having her beside him that he unconsciously began taking the relationship for granted. He didn’t love her less, but somewhere in that looong time they were together, he stopped realizing how much maintenance love actually requires sometimes. Especially with a life like his. So when everything imploded, his first reaction wasn’t to fight. He simply went numb because he couldn’t process the magnitude of what had happened yet. Also, walking away wasn’t indifference on his part, he was just in shock. He needed distance before he could understand the wreckage and the fact that he, just as she accused him, had a major role in bringing their relationship to that point.
I agree with this specific ask; Lando has a lot more to say. The tragedy is that he ultimately did understand where he failed her, but there was no battlefield left to return to. Well, not after what he heard on that balcony 👀 That’s why, I think, for so many people his story feels unfinished in a way that hers or Oscar’s doesn’t.
There are conversations that never happened and thoughts that he never got to voice and, as for a part 2, you’re not the only one asking for a continuation:
I see all of you, always. And I’m sorry for the hundreds of requests I’ll probably get to, sometime in the next decade if I’m lucky 😔🤞🏻
Now, I’m about 73% sure there will be a part 2. I’ve made some notes and I know exactly how I would like to go about it. At the moment, however, I have about... six, I think, fics that are waiting for me to either finish or edit or both. So it will take a second, okay :,)
Again, thank you Leah for reading it so thoughtfully and for loving it despite how much it hurts. I appreciate you lots 😙🤍
If you’re looking for more angsty stories, these are some of my personal favorites in my masterlist: