#falls over.

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i die a thousand deaths over unrequited devotion really. you are my everything. you care about me, too, but i'm just one small element in your whole big world. i want you to be happy, i want you to get everything you want and more, but i just wish that i was enough for you, like you are enough for me. that you'd look at me and say i'm all that you need. this is selfish of me, i know. your heart is big enough to hold both me and everything else in it. i love you for this, but i sometimes wish it wasn't so, and that's why you're a better person than me. you hold my hand and you lead me through life, always further, always towards some distant horizon, and you don't look back. you don't look back at me. your head blocks the sun from my view. i don't need to see it, cause i can see you, and that's enough. and so we walk on, and one day you'll finally let go of my hand and stride off into the sunset alone, and all i'll be able to do is watch.