#faithflamed

✉┊𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓋𝑒  𝑔𝑜𝓉  𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓁 !

@faithflamed

♥－’ I can’t wait to have a kid of my own, ’ she ADMITTED without thinking –  a ‘ why don’t you and I try for one? ’ soon following suit. He seemed to grow stiff from UNDERNEATH her where they RESTED on the couch, pulling away so that he could get a good look at her. She should’ve known better to have brought up the topic of children so CARELESSLY, but the words had SLIPPED at the sight of the main character of the movie getting her happy ending. It was a typical happily ever after – she got the PERFECT husband, had the perfect house, and finally had the child of her DREAMS.

            didn’t they deserve something like that?                                    after all that they’ve had to endure?

But he had to EXPLAIN himself to her; the brunette sitting quietly and listening to the reasons as to why he felt as if he wasn’t ready. She hadn’t meant to, but she let her face DROP, a visible frown taking place upon usually UPTURNED lips. Mijin had made him remember things he didn’t want to, and she knew very well that she was to BLAME.

                                    she couldn’t seem to do anything right.

Draze seems to realize how his words affect her. He’s QUICK to apologize as he pulls her into his warm embrace, chin RESTING atop her head as she wraps her own arms around him in return. This only seems to make her feel worse. He was CONSOLING her when it should’ve been the OTHER way around.

                                  god, he was too good for her.

     ❝ No, It’s fine, don’t worry about it. And.. Please don’t say such sad things like that.. ❞

She’s the GUILTY one. Had she been insensitive? All because she wanted to fulfill her selfish wishes? The answer she gave herself was simple. Y E S.

     ❝ I’m sorry for even bringing it up. Let’s just forget this ever happened, okay? ❞

Before he can say anything else, she brings his hands up for her to kiss, lips GHOSTING over his knuckles as she FORCES a smile and offers another selection of movies to watch despite the ACHING pain within the cavity of her chest.

✉┊𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓋𝑒  𝑔𝑜𝓉  𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓁 !

@faithflamed

♥－She’s looking at herself in the mirror, DEBATING on if she should put her hair up for a change. It was getting rather long these days, always getting in her EYES or even mouth, causing Mijin to be the SOURCE of many displeased noises.

She’s pulling her hair up, gathering all her strands into her left palm and TURNING her head from side to side to OBSERVE herself when Draze takes place behind her. His arms snake around her and the faintest of pecks are placed upon FLUSHED cheeks, a smile beaming from the brunette as she WATCHES from the mirror lovingly.

                                             god, she was lucky.

✉┊𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓋𝑒  𝑔𝑜𝓉  𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓁 !

why tf do i do this to myself / @faithflamed / accepting !!

                   but you are !! you’re the only person in this entire world who i trust..                    who i can depend on..  who i care about..   you’re so fucking special                    draze,     please believe me.     but saeran told me that your leader is                    having second thoughts about you. warned me to keep my distance.                    you have to understand.      if your leader thinks for one moment that                    you’re no longer needed,  they’ll hurt you.    i can’t let them do that. i                    love you too much  and i don’t want to see you getting hurt because                    of me.  i know this is a selfish request, but please.. please don’t hate                    me. i’m only trying to look out for you.  to keep you safe.. i love you..

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                               a fool indeed. sorry to have gotten your hopes up.

❝ It’s alright... It’s... It’s not the first time I’m sacrificing myself for the sake of others. This time... Maybe I will be able to save them, ❞ she said, a tired smile on her face was showing just how exhausted she was. Her nightmares became worse. Worse than before. She was spared for the first day in Mint Eye, it seemed. She talked to Rika, she was forced to go into her room and be closed. Be alone. Be completely defenseless. She knew it was impossible for her to escape. Her skills in self-defence will not help her here.