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āReassuring,ā said Loredis, with a little quirk of a smile, āyet also not.ā Indeed, they were but ants to the cosmos, tiny indistinct flickers of life on the surface of a wide blue planet, or so Lallvren enjoyed reminding her whenever he felt she might be gathering too many airs and graces to herself in light of her new-found status. Sometimes, it was very pleasing to think of it that way, too; it was easier to feel less visible, after all, when one reminded themselves that they were, truly, rather insignificant in the grand scheme of things. An ill-informed or inexperienced little slip up in front of an ambassador or, worse, a fellow monarch, seemed far less mortifying when she was able to put such an error into perspective and recognise that while it might have seemed like the end of the world to her, in the great plan it was but a paragraph.
Sometimes, though, Loredis would have liked what she did ā and especially, what she had suffered ā to mean something more. She chided herself internally for such a selfish thought, but it remained nonetheless, lingering there in the back of her consciousness until the next time it reared its ugly head. What was it all for? She ploughed on steadily at everyone elseās whim regardless of how much she might be aching, or breaking, and yet frequently found her efforts frustrated and the end result...seemingly fruitless. But that was the role of a Queen, was it not? Bear the weight upon her shoulders so her people didnāt have to. āTil whatever end might please the Gods.
Some nights, she supposed, it was just easier to bear that weight than others. Tonight was a night when she was weaker, or so it seemed. A faint sigh passed her lips, and her arms folded as she stared out through the open window into the perfect Vanitahmar night. The moon glittered on the calm surface of the ocean, and the scent of sea-spray delighted her nose, as the delicate breeze ruffled her snow-white waves. At least here, there was peaceā¦for a while. āDo you think it all matters still, though? What we do, and what we donāt?ā What we win, and what we lose. āDo you think itāll make a difference?ā
āThat yāask that atāall means that yāve forgotten somethinā very important or perhaps yānever knew itā¦ā
The young Faeās expression is far more serious than it is wont to be. Perhaps her thoughts had drifted with Loredisā words, or perhaps she had simply discerned the mood of the other.
āWhile itās true that weāre but two little flamesā¦ā she begins, reaching one hand out to rest on the otherās shoulderāāthough so careful not to touch her skināāwhile the other raises up, palm aloft. There appears upon her fingertips two of the smallest little flames indeed, dancing and flickering in place as though uncertain.
āEven the smallest aāsparks can start a fire tākeep a body warm in the cold aāthe night. And even the littlest flame can begin a wildfire.ā
With her words, the two little fires seem to flare and grow⦠and then as though drawn to each other, they meet and before long, burst into a blaze atop her palm.
ā⦠People arenāt so diffārent. All it takes is one brave soul tāhave a belief, tāmake a stand anā hold their ground⦠anā one person at a time, that strength anā courage spreads⦠All it takes is one person tāstart somethinā that wonāt be stopped till it reaches its end, whateāer that end may be⦠Yet, however it might grow, still it needed that first tāstart it.ā