#fabledraws

My spamton neo design!!! I thought the blue streak could be a fanny pack as a callout to mailman spamton >:) also correct me if I'm wrong but didn't old wooden puppets have those little rings on them so they'd hook up to the strings? I added those for fun!!!

Let me explain. Alright. So if I draw a character from a video game for an explain, I would get judge. I couldn't hang out with girls cause I was "to nerdy. " I only really hung around guys. But I got called "tomboy" alot. And I mean ALOT.

I found a hobby I like which was drawing. Drawing was my go to. It was like an escape from reality and it made me happy. But what didn't make me happy was when ppl would grab my drawing pad and proceed to judge me. "haha he's noses is to big" "haha his eyes look stupid, his hair is so bad. " hint this happened when I was in 3rd grade. But I didn't want to give up something I enjoyed so tried to get better. I started watching speed paints, speed draws I started looking up references. But in my mind I just couldn't get it right apparently I would still get judge. By 7th grade of middle school, I thought I had it, but apparently not, I had somebody tell me that my drawings apparently "sucked" now let me explain something I don't judge people's art. Draw how you want. But this guy. The fuker couldn't draw. Okay. I'm sorry to put it so blunt. He thought he was the shite tho. He made me almost completely stop. By the start of my first high school year of 9th grade I had turned to digital art. Which I enjoyed, but I didn't enjoy it as much as drawing with a pencil and paper. Ppl saw my digital art. And still I got judge. "it looks wierd." "You need to fix___" "I wouldn't had drawn that. " "You copied somebody's work. "

By 10th grade. I stopped. I couldn't deal with it. I remember coming home and just throwing my drawing pad across the room cause no matter how hard I tried. I couldn't get it right.

Ive posted digital art in the past that was 2 years old.

But this is today's art. After giving up something I loved to do. I'm finally gonna try and get back into it.

✏️ it's not perfect. I don't classify as an "artist" I don't go to art classes. I just do for the hell of it and for the fun of it.