#explorcr

          oddly enough, the embarrassment overtakes him &&. he feels his body stiffening. it’s an odd feeling...because this hasn’t happened very often. he supposes e is special ( oh god, is he special to him  ;  both of them don’t even know it yet ) &&. he forces himself to speak, a guttural swish of words straight from the heart.   ❛ —t-that was...r-real nice, e...wanna do it again?   ❜

“...Nice glasses.” He said, in a strangely smooth manner. Probably a weird thing to say when you meet someone at first, but for Mal, it was just a regular ol’ compliment to another. It didn’t matter to him if it was a stranger or not.

The kiss is slow, chaste, and quiet. Like flowers gently floating to the ground. At the end of it, Blue makes no move to continue it, and furrows her brows.► – “Meh. Not bad. But you taste like a virgin.” – ◄

                    ↪ ‘ E, ‘ The Assistant’s tone is excited as he grabs E’s        hands && rocks back && forth on the balls of his feet. ‘ There’s a        new coffee shop down the street && they’re so good– you have        to come try them! ‘

          his is his artistic mess of a heart, splotches of orange, always roving, the cloying pink of strawberries floating on his ever-changing mood, &&. the red of a bloody sunset, just above the horizon &&. this is what he thinks of when he wakes up. but even so, he has his shades of purple, the sudden desire to ravish innocence—show him a world he’s never seen before—.     ( infatuation, sweet love, romantic love, sexual desire )

✿ >>             “..E.. I can handle it, I promise. I’m far more concerned about you.”

@explorcr my hand slipped a lot

                  ↪ ‘ E, do you ever just feel... very lonely? ‘ The Assistant       felt as though E would understand more than anyone. After all, they       were both abandoned && made into little more than a joke.