#exo onseshots

Confess to him. A friend urged.

But how? I asked myself.

We used to be together, but I didn't manage to.

Now that we are farther away from each other, how will I do it?

But this feeling inside me cannot be contained anymore.

You stood there, few feet away from me. While here I am, surrounded by screaming girls dying to get my attention.

Can’t you feel it though? Even they scream my name; all I wanted is to hear you calling my name.

Please call my name; say it, whisper it, shout it. I want to hear it from those beautiful lips of yours.

I want to hear you, calling my name again.

“Chanyeol!” I shouted his name, wanting to tell everything I feel.

I don’t care if you believe it, or take it just as another confession from a fan.

It is now or never.

I don’t care anymore.

We used to be together, so I am going to do what I can to be able to be next to you, again.

A soft, desperate and familiar voice called me, stopping me from my tracks.

“I…” she started, but her voice got drowned by the shrieking fan girls who managed to encircle me in just a few seconds.

She was there, only few inches away from me, called my name, about to say something.

But she was pushed away again, far away from me.

Farther away from me.

I called him and he looked back.

I managed to gather my courage and utter those three words, but my voice got drowned by his fangirls.

Did he manage to read my lips?

I hope he did.

That was the last time I saw her.

She never went to any of the performances my band has been putting.

Time passed by. My band disbanded, I went on and did my best to run after my dream.

We drifted farther away from each other.

What happened to us?

I know you always wanted to be a singer; to be able to perform in front of lots of people.

The moment you realized what you wanted to do, was the time we started drifting away from each other.

My heart hurts, thinking that our relationship was the first thing you had unkowingly sacrificed.

That’s what happened to us.

I wanted to walk hand in hand with you.

Go to the places I want to visit, together with you.

But when I chased my dream, I learned that there are things to be sacrificed.

Unknowingly, it was you.

We were there, but we have never been there.

Chanyeol, are you happy?

Tell me you’re happy. This is what you have always wanted, isn’t it?

Where are you?

I am now standing in a place where you can definitely see me.

Are you looking at me now?

Please look at me.

The songs I’m going to sing and have been singing are always for you.

Hear me, listen to me.

Chanyeol ah…I can hear you.

And I could see you clearly from where I am now.

Will we…meet in the future?

Are we going to walk on the streets and see each other, recognizing the other even from a distance?