Thank You
Okay, so it's the end of 2014, wow. This year has been just... just the most amazing year of my life. Literally the people I've met, the memories I've made, the changes I've made on my life. All because of everyone I've come to know. I want to begin with how my year started. I came into 2014 with a skype call in a group called the MLG ____ Fangroup. Sounds pretty lame huh? It wasn't. We had so many fun times on tinychat, playing games, laughing, having serious talks, just being there for eachother in general. I've been able to share my problems with them and they were there to support me. I even came out to them. Though there came a time during the spring I didn't feel I deserved to be here. I felt like I should be hated, that I shouldn't have the friends I have, that I shouldn't even be alive. I fully convinced myself that it was true. After doing some things, I came back. I came back to fully supportive friends. Not friends from school, but on online, in the MLG. For some reason I felt like I was a burden to them. After coming back, I realized a lot of them do care. Changes came about though. Some people left the group. I was friends with everyone so this was hard for me. There ended up being two groups because of this. The group that was created was later called the Excom. I've come to realize everyone in this group are probably my closest friends. I can be how I want to be. We all accept and care for eachother. We all understand eachother and get along with no disputes. I am still friends with many people in the MLG, but I don't feel as strong of a bond as I do like with the Excom. I love everyone. I can't describe how much you guys have impacted me and make each and every day of my life a little less depressing. Thank you all for getting me through 2014. Thank you all for being there when I really needed someone. Thank you all for coming into my life. - Josiah
