#ex issues

saw my ex for the first time in months and he makes me so mad. how did i let one stupid boy ruin my life? how was this teenage idiot the reason i almost killed myself. wtf. i hate how he tore me down and made me hate myself. i hate how i can never love or trust the same way. he made me hate my weight, my face, my stretch marks and my tiny boobs. i sometimes hope he remembers how he treated me. he got a whole new girlfriend and broke up with her since last time i saw him, and i know he thought of me. no kiss can ever be the same. he can never hold her hand without holding mine. i hope he treats people better

idk what im doin, its been a p long time but im trying again, she still seems mad but idk over what

I literally gave you everything I had and now you wanna play it like it’s all my fault. You dumped me, you lied to me, you literally destroyed me and now I’m filled with anxiety paranoia and now I’m lost. I thought you loved me but I guess that was a lie too.

Feeling really heartbroken. I miss him so much it hurts like hell. I can't stop crying. I just wish he'd come back and we could go back to before.