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(YOU ARE PURE EVIL)

8. Their earliest memory

Ethan's earliest memory be that of when he could walk/run about the house with many of the other Pokemon that roamed about the home really, plus being like the 'son' that both his parents loved very much and smiling when that felt nice back then. Also being watched by his father when the man was home for a good few years of Ethan's childhood before resuming travels about the world, Ethan very much enjoyed the attention of his parents and their Pokemon along with others that tended to roam nearby too.

The young ravenette always tended to wrestle in a playful manner with the smaller/younger Pokemon, mainly that due his energy being able to keep up for a good while till tiring out which both parents were happy to see. Ethan was always a hands on sort when also tending to the Pokemon around his house and the like as well, even staring at Eggs that his mother and Father had in incubators due to their sort of part-time as Pokemon Breeders along with their old Ace Trainer titles that they were also known for.21. Their childhood hero

There were few people that Ethan considered sort of 'heroes' when he was young although the main one would be his own father since he looked up to the fellow, this being to how his father was when traveling about and making all sorts of friendly contacts while on the road before settling down for a period of time. Ethan's father was a bit of a charming and friendly man (still is even today really) can say that some of that rubbed off on Ethan as well especially the knack for traveling along with curiosity.

Plus for all the troubles that little Ethan would get into when small like for instance nearly sticking his small head into a mouth of a large Pokemon, which to his father having to snatch away Ethan from the said Pokemon when the mouth closed since there were a few that had sharp teeth or strong jaws. These small acts led to Ethan being a bit wary of what he did somewhat when checking out the Pokemon around the home, needless to say being a good 'son' was quite an interesting thing also in making both parents quite happy with the fuzzy ravenette who had that knack for Pokemon even at really young age.

15. Things they used to believe in but perhaps not anymore

That Pokemon were used as tools of battle and to be treated as such especially with how his father shown this (along with the battle that Rocket members did as well) when Silver was young and taken to the Base after his mother passed away, the only exception would be his Sneasel who was more considered like a close comrade/family member that was mostly due to the close bond that both he and Sneasel had since they first meet along dealing with life's troubles and more.

After a few good scrapes and losing to Ethan/Lyra as well Lance he pretty much started to doubt the whole way he was training and doing things, frustrated in a way yes but also finally opening his eyes to all that he done to himself and his partners though they love him very much despite the whole harshness they been put through. Eventually to attempt trying to return Feraligatr but being told he was forgiven despite feeling his heart breaking on what he thought answer be, Silver pretty much learns to cherish his partners more as is the bonds he has with few others aside from his Pokemon.3. A fear they used to have (or perhaps, still have)

One fear that still bothers him is that he'll be left all alone or may be left alone, why this is so it's because the loss of his mother (whom he was very close to) and when seeing her pass away right in front of his eyes at such a young age that fear took root deep down. Silver low-key worries that whoever he gets close too will eventually be tired of him or worse (sounds strange but it's true) much as he tries not to show it his body language and eyes give it away, along with that cracking of his voice when asking "You’re not going to leave… are you…?" especially his hands will reach out in that hesitant manner and trying to hold on to either the other's hands or clothes like a lost child.

Giving a slight sigh and noting a few things of that then lowering his head, "That is one feeling or emotion that-" swallowing hard shaking his head with his voice going quiet there with his cap being off to the side when speaking, "I feel too much of... and that I like to try not let it get to me, even if I get sad over of it..." making a surprised noise when his Typholsion shuffled in and nuzzled there with a soft whine.

"Personally I try not to let losses in battles or small mistakes get to me much but... I still feel awful when I do really..." looking up with that sad expression with puddle looking eyes before leaning on his friend, "The most hurtful one was when I got ganged up on by other boys back before I came to be a trainer, I held back too much and got beat up really... umm..." patting Typholsion's head when his partner licked at his face in hopes of cheering the ravenette trainer up.

"The time I felt beat down just because... I was different, but I can say that it's a bit better now." rubbing his eyes after a bit and sniffling before blowing his nose on a tissue that was plucked from the box nearby, "Thanks buddy... PBBBTT!! Sorry about that..." giving a weak laugh and rubbing his cheek on that soft fur before hugging his warm friend.

Busy taking time to choose his words carefully then opening his mouth a few times till finding his voice, "Uhh... I hope I didn't make you feel sad or anything, if I did I'm sorry..." putting his head down when fussing with his hoodie strings then flapping his sleeves. He had that habit of doing such a thing when he got like this, it being a little thing to put some of that energy in till things calmed down and when feeling better too.

Ethan tried to keep his feeling on a low key notion when dealing with any sort of emotional moments and the like, though that plan backfired quite badly or it that brave face he put would crack and reveal that tangle of emotions he would battle with underneath really.