revelations/are you really nervous or just excited?

i think about him a lot. what if your whole life everyone told you you were anxious you were evil you were horrible.

what if you told yourself you were scared you were the victim no one wanted you. what if you started to want yourself. what if life excited you again. those nerves in your stomach means you’re alive and what a blessing that is now. you know what it’s like to be not alive so may you never be nervous again.

I am the hope, the fire, the desire

I am the strength, the courage, the heart's sire

I am the path, the journey, the guiding way

I am the sunshine, brightening each new day

I am the voice, the whisper, the soul's refrain

I am the love, the laughter, the heart's sweet pain

I am the dreamcatcher, weaving hopes and fears

I am the safe haven, calming all doubts and tears

I am the river, flowing free and wide

I am the mountain, standing strong and inside

I am the breeze, whispering secrets in my ear

I am the universe, always near

I am the melody, harmonizing heart and soul

I am the canvas, painting life's vibrant role

I am the author, writing my own story's might

I am the universe, shining with delight