May 31, 2023
i think about everything ends being a comfort to jules before they turned but how it's now their fear <33
#everything ends .. except for them#terrifying . exhausting . lonely .#you know it will end and you will be left behind#thank u. finally writing out their info#it wont be done by tonight im tired but its in progress..#i think its kinda interesting to write out bc a lot of their like ' later arcs '#or what would be them . are very minimally fleshed out#just because of how much ahead everything Could go but they have no direction#and jules in their primary moment is absolutely .. lost on what to do#with the rest of eternity#so they have no idea. so they're mainly just .. in a very long avoidant / distracting phase without outside influence y'know#does that make sense /#they hate to stay stagnant though so they're always doing something because if they stop. there's too much to think about#but all of their original like .. goals / thoughts for the future are really not attainable anymore following their death + turning#it really flips their world and leaves him very like.. scrambling. struggling to figure out that + their new self without any guidance#the future is impossible to think about when you can barely process your present
