#everafterasks

I about had a heart attack when I first read this anon I'll be real, but no worries! English sucks as a language and is so heavily tone based it's ridiculous. As for your question, it's a cop out answer but honestly a lot of it came with age.

With content like my NSFW writings a lot of it comes from wanting to explore ideas that I wouldn't want to explore in my daily life, being asexual. With other content that might be considered "crack" or "Mary Sue" me writing and posting that comes from "yeah, and?" Growing older made me realize, too, that reading some mean words about this funky idea I had doesn't really do anything. Someone didn't like it, oh well, guess I didn't make it for them.

There is no shame in writing stories or creating content and even sharing it because first and foremost you are creating content FOR YOU. (Professional writing is it's own can of worms I'll skim over for now lol) I beat myself up a lot for things I wrote as a teenager and now I go back to read them and can't help but think, "Wow, this kid was having the time of their life." I look at old work and I LAUGH because I'm having a good time reading all these crazy ideas I was once ashamed of.

The very basics of creating content has always come from enjoying yourself while creating that content. I didn't know how to be ashamed or embarrassed of my writing until other people said I should be. It took a while for me to unlearn that and go back to wild ideas. I create content, first and foremost, because it's fun.

When they were alive Randy's hair was naturally a very dark brown, although he died it white in his teen years. His current ghost form, while similar to Andrew's in the fact he had grey skin and a white aura/outline, does continue to have white hair.

Here's a picture that was done by @aforetempus413, who has since closed or lost their account (not sure on their new one).