the interaction between the doctor & the player in the next chapter be like :
but for real, i can't stop thinking about this lmao.
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the interaction between the doctor & the player in the next chapter be like :
but for real, i can't stop thinking about this lmao.

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each time, when i write harley monologuing about how great he is and how he did the impossible, which to his credit is true, i catch myself thinking that him pulling someone like angel is still more unimaginable, than the whole âalive toysâ business. i mean, harl, did you hear yourself, did you see yourself? you old horrible man. so insufferable, that literally no one at your work place, that is full of other assholes, could stand you. yet, âmr. perfectâ over there saw you and thought iâd tap that. seriously, thatâs practically a superpower.Â
iâm jeering, of course. i do adore harleyâs type of characters the most and i aesthetically love awful, old men in fiction. peak hot stuff, right there. they are so terrible, that i need them to be loved and to yearn like a crazy evil person they are. but objectively, itâs always some guy who is waaaay, waaay too good for them, who has a rather deep damage himself, which makes this whole thing click so well. two wrongs donât make a right, but a wrong and rightful wrong can make something rather compelling.Â
either way, iâm merely blaberring, since finishing writing the next chapter for DexM made me think about how it all will evolve further down the line. and how itâs ironically changes a lot for harley, but doesnât really change harley himself. well, not in a way, that changes his nature, at least.
and this in return, made me track back to that idea that i had awhile back about harley and angel meeting during the young geniuses program. and how the only thing, that would have been different is that technically, they would have had a happily ever after, since harley would have declined an offer to work at playtime co, but he still would have sucked so bad in this, haha. calling dibs on angel from the get-go and pretty much making sure, that he wonât go anywhere (not that angel would have tried, really) and won't ever get super close with anyone else (also not like angel would have done it, anyways). all while elliot is horrified by how he kinda made all of this happen, since harley needed a friend and elliot picked him one, and harl never let go of said 'friend' ever again lol.
but really, in my version of characters, no matter the universe / set up, elliot outlook on securityangel will always be that 'i concent, i don't' meme. like, it's more complex than this, of course, but in nutshell, and simplied ... yeah, it's this. exactly. that's why harley ends up killing you each timeline, elliot. and you just never learn.
with all the talks about a poppy playtime movie ... i sure hope, that if we will have a glimpse at harley, they'd find someone like this to play him. an older man, who isn't objectively handsome, but quite striking.
kinda funny, how the second i saw this gentelman on screen, i was like ohh, he would have made such a cool dr. sawyer. hence, this specific movie is nothing short of antient, and this good fella right here was dead for years, i magine, but oh well.
i suppose, they can find someone like lain glen too. just truly hope, that if harl would get an actual cameo as non-robot, it's be in visage of someone who can pull off that specific cunty, yet intelligent look.
somehow, when i write human!harley it feels way more like i'm writing some sort of creature vs when i write robo!harley, who is a creature.
one of angel's death scenes should have been him calling sawyer a harlot instead of harley. no neck would have been ever crushed so fast, i imagine.

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as someone, who has a lot of social paranoia, itâs rather rewarding to write characters like sawyer. someone, who is also very wary of people and expects the worst from them, but in a completely different way and looks at it from a different angle as well.Â
i really enjoy how unforgiving harley is toward those, who hurt him (elliot). it doesnât mean much to him, that the intention behind said hurt was good. i really love a character, whose pain grows teeth of its own, esp if said character was already a âbad appleâ to begin with. to make an enemy of such a person is just bound to end up in a murder.Â
in comparison, angelâs hurts are more melancholic. he doesnât really reflect on it. not in a way, that most people would do, but it does make things harder for him. itâs like dragging a chain, that is bound to you and you donât know how to get rid of it, so you just make peace with it and try to ignore its weight, since with time, it becomes kinda a part of you. the guilt makes it impossible to even entertain the idea, that you didnât deserve it.Â
gotta wonder what angel and harley will do for one another in that sense. i have an outline for each story, but it also can change or get murky. they are on opposite sides of the mental issues spectrum almost. yet, they complete each other. such sad and scary men. and i sometimes canât even fully tell which one of them is which.
⌠i think, that another reason why i really enjoy writing mean spirited characters like harley is that they can be terrible so openly. can be rude. can be condescending and there isnât any stop signal for them. thatâs such a big part of their nature and reversed âcharmâ, which it can never be fully contained and controlled.Â
in everyday life you often have to hide your teeth to get by, but what if you didnât have to do it? or rather didnât fully realize that it needed to be done? what if your impulsive reaction was always stronger than your control? there was always going to be some sort of terrible freedom in that. in being awful person and kind of knowing that you are, but never fully caring.
i love that harley has no typical hold ups most of the time. he has manners, but only he choosen when to use them and if to use them at all. aside from people, who are above him in ranking he can be just as bristly as he wants to. this comes with side effects too, of course. but i donât think, that him putting on some friendly face would eventually make him less lonely. itâs not about the amount of chatter you get or hang up you have, itâs about the quality of those things.Â
so for him to be actually liked by someone (and like them back) is such a big experience. and the kind which he didnât even fully conceptualize. angel coming into his ivory tower, not with sword (as harl still very much a dragon of this story), but with intentions a knight usually have for a princess âŚ.Â
and even if we all know how it will end, as someone once said : âthe love was there. it didnt change anything. it didnt save anyone. there were just too many forces against it. but it still matters that the love was there.â