𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 & 𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥. "i want you. you scare me, a bit."
want, at least, is old. it knows the vague shape of the thing. rill thinks that a lot of wanting is ugly work. not nearly as shiny and clean as the newer ways creatures collide with each other. makes you slow and selfless, in some ways. i want to do this for you, i want to kiss you, i want to make sure you got home safe, all offers on slick cobbles not worth slipping over. it bares its teeth in dull thought, sinking low enough in the dregs that the brownwater laps along its lashes. with the cut at eye level, love looks surrounding; above and below too, reflection-wet, rippling. its clawed hands tremor softly.
"bit scary," it confirms eventually, mouth above the water and chin still submerged. droplets scatter against rill's breath, hanging softly in the cold air. "don't mind that." rill doesn't know if it's telling love to ignore the fear or indulging in it privately. a wide eye and a caught breath don't have to be only fear. cold fingers against warm, living skin don't have to be only cruel. "want to touch you. if you want. if you..." rill pauses, eyes vacant as it searches inside. "say yes." @eternityafraid.












