#essay lowkey

also wanted to add I forgot to note the colors of the matrix with the colors red and blue

The color can blue can also mean a lot as we saw from the no blueberries mv we saw a lot of blue with the music video for scaredy cat

Here are some of the meanings of the color blue

Credit to empower yourself with color psychology All colors also have a negative connotation Time and again in research, blue is the world's favourite colour. However, it can be perceived as cold, unemotional and unfriendly. Positive: Optimism, confidence, self-esteem, extraversion, emotional strength, friendliness, creativity. Negative: Irrationality, fear, emotional fragility, depression, anxiety and more according to color affects something I noticed while looking up the term scaredy car was

The lyrics also seem to help us understand this vibe

I’m calling from under my bed

Its hard to breathe when you’re not there

I find everything a nightmare

This goes back to the negative meaning of the color blue meaning irrationality and fear which also ties together the color orange we see for this mv and others

We see the color orange when we hear these lyrics

I think I’m scared of all the signs

Don’t ever leave me alone at night

then we see a quick flicker

this might be alluding towards what is called grayscale thinking which can be described as

Most of us engage in dichotomous thinking from time to time. In fact, some experts think this pattern may have its origins in human survival — our fight or flight response. These both are common with people with anxiety

The next lyric just leave the lights on and close the blinds might be hinting at self isolation of some sort which adds up when he said

There are clouds in disguise and I’m always terrified they might just rain on me

this also could mean negative people/energy vampires so him staying where he’s at going along about his day at the hotel could show he thinks he’s better off alone as these lyrics mention

I feel like I’m disappearing in a hole and nobody will know nobody will go except when I’m with you sitting in my room alone

these lyrics also reminded me of the song Sometimes I’m

The second verse of this song also reminds me of the opening of no blueberries with him questioning himself and the lyrics on the song anxious when he repeated im doing fine and in the lyrics of Sometimes I’m it mentioned

This also kind of reminds me of the lyrics from the song mood

This also kind of ties Miss Understood as well Dear diary Oh, I'm no buttercup My day goes down to up Sometimes I need to stop Your pills are not enough Maybe I'll throw it up Just so I'll sober up No, I don't want no answers My guns are just blasting My feelings on acid Make this heart go elastic, all right

This could be a metaphor for the gun we see in the mv’s based on the lyrics that can be found on the song Merry Go

Have I made it any further Told you I was being nervous You know I didn't mean to murder The moments had with you

Now I left you for the show Told myself I'm better off alone Never been the same since I let go Don't you know it sends me back around this Merry go

This could go back to him saying he’s going back to his old ways kind of like a pendulum does how it goes back around

This song also kind of mentions welcome to the show when it said know I left you for the show which could tie to dope lovers

I believe it was alone mentioned how this type of energy is addictive but perhaps in a sense it’s poisonous/toxic hence the I just need you